Don't Walkaway

Like fire & ice,

2011-01-15T00:00:00.000-08:00

Hiiii, after 4 long days of stressing over which JC to enroll in, I've finally submitted my JAE on thursday evening. Among all the open houses I've visited, my favourite JC is no doubt ACJC. The campus is beautiful & everyone there is so lively! VJC is the ideal JC because there's a balance amount of work & play there. (okay not gonna make any comments about the JCs I don't quite like because they're insulting to the students/ future students there) Since ACJC is an elitist school...& if I don't mind going to an elitist school, I might as well go RJ right?! Since VJC is a recognised school..& if I want to go to a recognised school that's like 1.5h away, I might as well go RJ which is like 40min away, right? HAHAHA THATS HOW RJ POPS OUT IN THE MIDST OF MY VJ/AC DILEMA & I JUST SUDDENLY MADE UP MY MIND TO GO THERE. But then again, there's a high chance I won't get into RJ because I'm just a 3 pointer & I bet there're plenty of 2 pointers out there who are fighting for the same spot in the top 2 JCS :x So there's a high chance I'll end up in VJC which I really regret putting it as the next alternative because the distance is really a huge problem :x So lets pray hard I get into RJC. & I'M SO HAPPY THAT YIJUN & WEILIN & ROCKIE AGREED TO PUT IT AS FIRST CHOICE TOO!! :D Oh lets just hope that if I really get into RJ, the students won't remember me as the girl who gatecrash their school in slippers & shorts. That's fucking embarassing. I should stop doing such weird stuff :S

& then it was the fridaaaay outing with my bbg ^^ Met up to taaalk & shop as usual, haven't done that with her for ages :o What's with us working & stuff. It was a maxi/boho daaaay! But I look so fucking fat in my maxi I doubt I will ever wear it again. (anybody wanna buy it for like 5bux? )It takes a lot of courage for a short & fat girl to wear a full maxi with VERTICAL stripes out you seee :( ohoh then the headbands were impromtu buys HAHAHA. I looked so ridiculous that I took it out. Can't stand myself! But I still love it a lot lor! I'll find some way to wear it again HAHAHAHA. Wanted to buy a bag but can't find anything unique. Maybe I'll hunt for it in charles&keith some other day. Never a good idea to buy bags @ FEP D: Talk/shop/eat & we went home early because I was sooooo dead I don't even know why :O

awww I love this photo a lot!!! :D

this is damn phailzxs. we cant wink without looking like we have spasmzxszx.

Babe cheeeer up okay? Seriously, who need perfect grades when they have talents like yours? IF I CAN SING/DANCE/ACT AS WELL AS YOU I WOULD JUST TEAR MY CERT AWAY LOR! Don't give up, you'll shine more brightly than anyone else (L)

Byeee dawgs :3 COMMENT/ASK ME ANYTHING ON MY FORMSPRING!

take me to your candy shop

2011-01-10T18:23:00.000-08:00

HIIIII. This is gonna be a wordy post w/o photos because I haven't been taking much photos lately :o Worked @ Sasa atrium for the entire past week & the journey to hg mall was a total bitchzxszx. The first day of work was super fun, I totally enjoyed hogging the cosmetics section & chatting with my customers. The excitement kind of died down eventually & I just end up chatting with my colleagues until I kept getting scolded ._. & I met lots of nice people! My colleagues were really fun although some of them looked damn scary intially. Damn cool, I didn't have to eat alone! I made friends with these 2 alevels girls working for some machine beside my atrium & one of them gave me one big packet of samples of bb cream & stuff from her daddy's company just because I complained about my forehead. HAHAHA SO SWEET OF HER.

On the down side, I've already spent half of my pay away while working. My purchases: 2 bottles of nail polish, 1 black glitter eyeliner, 3 bottles of perfume, contact lens solution, 1 concealor. BUT I BOUGHT THEM ALL FOR A REASON. THEY'RE FUCKING CHEAP!!! The nail polish were like 2 for 4 bux, LAsplash eyeliner was $17.90 originally & I got it for $5!!! Why not right?! I mean, you can always use black eyeliner, its so practical. Concealor was $8.90 but I got a staff to lend me her 25% discount so its like $6.70 mad fucking cheap & the opitcal shop beside the foodcourt sells the solution for $4.90 instead of the usual $5.50 it was going for @ northpoint. Though I'm not gonna use contacts anymore but I can always keep it for say next year or something! Okay I sound like I've serious spending issues ._. && I've been eating really a lot during my break because I felt so sorry for myself for standing for so long HAHAHA. Then I had 1 off day so I went for SENTOSA TRIP with the gang it was fucking funnnn playing ultimate frisbee in the rain (though I totally sucked because I cant fucking catch a frisbee under stress) & captain's ball in the water was the bessttt. Had morning shift on saturday so I met clique @ clarke quay for fleaing @ homeclub in the evening & I spent again wth. I had this eyecandy who works at a shop behind my atrium & it was such a freaky coincidence that blablabla & we got to know each other?! He's such a nice person & damn cute too. I'll never forget him even though we'll definitely lose contact in the future because there's this damn pretty hello kitty stuffed toy in my room naaaao from him ^^ HAHAHA I WILL MISS WORK ): IT WAS SUCH AN AWESOME FIRST WEEK OF THE YR I WAS ACTUALLY HAPPYYYYYY.

OKAY, LETS GET TO THE OLEVELS RESULTS PART. HAHAHAHAHAHA. I started freaking out yesterday morning & I went to read all the poly courses in case I can't get into any JCs & some of the courses sound really interesting! I was expecting a raw score of say around 10-14 & I've been considering NYJC & SAJC all along. & booooy 7 points was so unexpected!!! :O MY HIGHER CHINESE WAS A DISGUSTING C6 THOUGH HAHAHAHA. I thank god thank god that I passed it. So with that & my cca, my L1R5 IS A WHOOPING 3 POINTS! Now I really have no idea where to go ._. Since all along I've issues against top schools & smart/snotty/rich people...& I don't think I can fit in at the top schools either. & they're all really far! So I'm stuck. I HAVE UNTIL FRIDAY TO DECIDE WTH. But I'm so glad that I've done my parents, teachers & tutors proud ^^ AND I REALLY HAVE TO THANK THOSE PEOPLE AROUND ME THAT WAS SO GENUINELY HAPPY FOR ME <3333 congrats to all the other 2/3/4/5 pointers & as for the others, please cheer up & dont give up because it doesnt end here ^^

Beginning of an end,

2010-12-30T18:40:00.000-08:00

Can't believe today is the last day of 2010 already! This is probably one of the fastest year because doesn't time flies when you're busy studying day N night?! So here's to the end of yet another year, & we all hope next year will be a better one ^^

In 2010 I have.. (in no particular order) 1) Conquered Chemistry, subject that I had hated & feared 2) Lengthened my pinafore 3 times 3) Closed my nose piercing 4) blunt my hair 5) layered my hair 6) permed my hair 7) grown pimples on my forehead for the first time 8) lost my tan (failzzsxzxs) 9) stayed in school having lessons till 9pm 10) studied overnight @ macs 11) got over B 12) got into a r/s 13) got out of a r/s 14) almost got into another r/s 15) screwed things up so it didnt happen 16) drank alchohol 17) got drunk & puke all over the place 18) had chalet for 4D4N, the longest time I've not seen my family 19) cycled 20) fell off the bicycle with an abrasion that cost me 37 bux 21) saw fireworks 2 weekends in a row (national day) 22) finally improved my pool skills 23) went m'sia for a day, impromtu trip with parents haha! 24) got a proper job @ taka 25) managed to quarrel with my employer in front of everyone 26) quitted my job 27) spent 1 day regretting it and hating myself 28) got another job with a lesser pay 29) celebrate xmas with steamboat & bbq 30) went for 1 dance lesson HAHAHA

Yeah what uneventful year because those are the most eventful stuff? I should learn how to have fun next yr srsly, BEFORE I GET TOO OLD. Like all the 19 20 yr old people I know are calling themselves old & depriving themselves of fun already. How can a youthful 16 yr old be so boring?! ):

Here are the atc farewell party photos I koped from the internet. My hair looks damn disgusting because we played in the rain k.

Got this from JB during my 1 day trip with parents. The innercity is really awesome?! My parents totally saw the true colours of a shopping maniac. Kept wanting to buy everything before my mum managed to hull me out of every shop so I only got a pretty clock, floral hw shorts, comfy sandals & a bag for less than a hundred sg dollars. so awesome right?! ^^

Btw, I got a job @ Hougang Mall, Sasa atrium for an entire of next week. Visit me okay?! Gonna be working alone again ): emozxz. & I've only been to HG mall once for like an hour & its so unconvinient!! But my stalker very kindly offered to bring me there on my first day!!! So sweet (L) hahahaha!! & my comp is in a pretty bad shape so my mum ban me from watching gossip girl?! wtf right? She said I overheat the comp by watching 5 episodes in a row at night. Now I can't even watch 1. FML.

Okay bye kids, enjoy New Yr, & the whole of 2011! :D

Follow your mind (not heart)

2010-12-26T04:40:00.000-08:00

MERRY XMAS!!!

How did you spend yours? I spent mine with a bandage on my knee. Fell off the bicycle with kinah during ATC farewell party on tuesday. We couldn't stop laughing at that time but fuck, the fall was a bad one we had both had huge holes in our knees. Had it bandaged up @ the doctor's 2 days later because there was a lot of pus & it turned up to be badly infected wtf.

camwhoring @ home while waiting for Jiayizxzsx. My favourite function of my Itouch is no doubt the 3g camera, HAHA.

drew the hearts on to cheer myself up okay? idk why the nurse cant just paste something on instead of bandaging my entire knee...like kua zhang only. But like that look like sports injury right? HAHAHA.

THE FIRST THING I DID ON XMAS EVE MORNING IS TO OPEN MY PRESENT FROM BRO!!! he ordered it online a month ago! omg so sweet of him!!! he was like, for my jc kid sister next year awww ^^ its so big that I can stuff my scientific calculators and circle templates and curve ruler all that crap inside. if i go poly imma kuazhang a bit use it for my cosmetics HAHAHA.

Went xmas eve flea with Jiayi @ scape! The clothes sucked but there're a lot a lot of rings :o Got a silver rose one & a hello kitty one. Was delighted when I found the hello kitty ring because I've been looking for something like that for the past 6 months! (though the quality a big failzx) Got a yellow Itouch cover, a cheap tank & an anklet for me bro @ cine. Jiayi said I sound damn bitchy @ flea. HAHAHAHA I don't blame her cuz I can actually understand whyyy. But I'm so proud of her when I see her bargaining like me now. HAHAHA.

completely random photo of my collection of rings. I made the 1st, 5th, 7th and 9th ones myself. I broke 3 other rings too ): sian you all know where to find the default ring template? I can't seem to find it at the DIY shops I freuquent anymore ):

Went to this place for xmas dinner with the usual 4/5 clique! I think I ate too little..considering I spent 18 bux. I really want to go pizza hut I swear, *emo* ): I couldnt even eat seafood, given the state of my knee. So I went there to eat fried rice and hot dogs and chicken my god ): But my stalker kept me great company (L) HAHA. Stalker & Zoey made xmas cards for us! So sweet of them, a bit guilty that I didnt have anything for them ): Didnt have the time to prepare.

THIS IS THE BEST GAME EVER. HAHAHAHA. Was hooked on to it & we didnt wanna leave? Some of them were playing darts but I more interested in this hehehe. Hog the place till 11 plus & the worker there had to drive us out in the minivan because all the shuttle buses had ceased to operate @ such hours.

some random group photos in bus to tpy, after counting down & shouting merry xmas @ the bus stop!

my paparazzi!

yay i like this photo!!!

my hello kitty ring damn noob no whiskers one?!?! I had to go home and draw them on with permanent marker zzZ. & for that I hanggled from 6 bux to 4 bux heehee.

awww jiayi damn cute here!!!!

okay we fucking vain that day, camwhored like nobody's business & these are just like..half of them?! becuz the self shot is soooo funnnnnn.

Some of us spend the night @ Zoey's! Took turned to shower before we play the traditional sticks game (I suck at it roar) & daidee (was very lucky with the cards!!!). Half of us crashed. Left Zoey, Jiekang & I @ scrabbles. After 1 game Zoey I head to zoey's room to crash on her mattress (like a smart only, everyone else sleep in living room HAHAHA). Since me & Jiekang are hardcore insomniatics (first night of chalet we slacked at liviing room while everyone else was asleep), so I promised him that if I couldnt sleep within 10min I will come out and play scrabbles with him LOL. Turned out I slept for 2h before I wake Jiayi up, then we went home with lovel after grabbing breakfast while the guys wanted to stay & play board games still?!

early in the morning. HAHA. muz camwhore during sleepover!

the zihang poses. HAHAHA.

i love this photo!!

Went home & prepared for work. Fucked things up @ work when I burst out crying while trying to explain things after getting scolded many times for no decent reasons. Hate myself for it, the crying I mean. The usual me would have just yell back, take my stuff & leave but this was someone with pathetic 2h of shut eyes and a whole stomach of misery I've endured while working for her. Gwen was waiting outside the cubicle for me the whole time when I was being a loser & thanking god for waterproof eyeliner once again & she cheered me up @ the canteen aftermath. She's the most loyal & steady friend ever. Thing is, she's quiting after this month for ITE. Wtf what am I gonna do without her ): Things are like so bad now I wonder if I should quit & sleep at home for the entire month? But if I quit...it would speak volume about kind of person I am. I hate to be called a quitter during undesireable circumstances. & you cant trust anyone at work. They're all double faced & have a huge appetite for gossips & backstabbing. Am not working at all next week anyway, time to catch some rest.

on the brightside, mummy bought me a Guess purse for xmas!!! :D Love it!!! I got her her favourite oldchangkee curry puffS & a large packet of hershey's dark chocs (becuz I'm always broke, duh). When I got home 2 slices of pizza were waiting for me!!! (Y) been eating and eating non stop lately and not excercising. Have to live with a huge stomach now but IDC already roar.

What went wrong,

2010-12-18T08:23:00.000-08:00

Hi, my life sucks. I'm having permanent moodswings now, like one moment I'm completely fine and happy with life and the next moment I'm feeling empty again. This is why I miss studying I guess? Like..when you're concentrating on a timed practice for humans or solving a really difficult amaths question, you will forget all about your problems and troubles for the moment. When I'm troubled..I just kind of stop asking people for advices now. Because what are advices? They are facts that you know better than anyone else but refuse to acknowledge until someone else suggested it. So Imma solokid_94@mylipsaresealed.com & I'm determined to solve everything myself. Since my friends are all busy now anyway & I need to stop pestering themzxszx. ):

On the bright side, went to st james flea with Aleithia Peishi & Davis today & I got quite a few bargains heeeee. I was all sensible & I only bought casual clothing instead of those funky & fanciful ones 'becuz I know I wont have the chance to wear 'em ))): I'm like decked in black whenever I leave the house? Because the only place I go to is worrrrkkkk?!?! I was still happily hunting for more bargains when Daddy called & said he bought an itouch for me?! I only casually mentioned to him that I wanna get an itouch after selling my psp because my mp3 sucked. Then since he got it already = me needs to pay him back. Wlaozsx totally no mood to shop anymore when I realised that I'm in debt again LOL. I'm so broke that I'm spending money from these forgotten angbaos that I've stashed in one corner since cny & believe me I've drained them in 3 days?! how how how. I'm like getting my pay in mid jan = JC starts = no need enjoy anymore. Sux2bme again.

I don't wanna go to work tmr. My 27 years old eyecandy has a son. wtfzxszxzsx. Doesn't he know that its practically illegal for a FATHER to wink @ underaged girls?!?! SUX2BME!!!!!!!

Moved on.

2010-12-17T19:19:00.000-08:00

whadduyathink?

I could still get lost in your eyes,

2010-12-15T05:17:00.000-08:00

My thighs are aching like mad!!! Me & Jiayi went for Street Jazz lesson on monday evening & the warm ups were such such a bitch. Okay maybe its just me having not been exercising for a reallyyyy long time. Swim, bowl & pool today @ safrayishun with 4/5 clique!!! Many people were missing though but it was still a blastzxzsx :D Love my friends so much ^^

Work work work for the rest of the weekzxszx!! ): Totally looking forward to work now because I have an eyecandy there!!! He's a perfume promoter, has a goatee & a killer smilezxzx to charm all this customers into buying perfume from him. HAHAHAH SO FREAKING CUTE OH GOD WHY IS HE 11 YEARS OLDER THAN ME WHY?!?!!?!? His accent is so freaking cute tooooo omgzxszxs. *faint when he sprays bebe perfume on me* Okay I totally lost all the respect I've gained from the mature previous post but aiya whatever. HAHAHAHA.

SAW THE PIX?! AINT MY NEW PHONE DESIGN SUCH A DARLING?!!?!?! Laoniang pasted the jewels & created the union jack all by myself! Front cover and sides are all adorned with pretty red jewels awww so pretty you just wanna die right now!

Yours to keep,

2010-12-11T19:12:00.000-08:00

partyworld with 4/5!

4D4N 4/5 chalet :D

Jiayi (L)

A lot have changed after a series of events that happened in the week. They got me thinking a lot and I have no idea how to put those thoughts to words. I thought I could just keep myself busy and pretend things were okay. But then I realised that I can't keep running away from my troubles, which was what I have been doing for the past 16 years.

From young, I guess you could say I have everything. My family wasn't well off but it was a sweet and tight circle. My parents are both of ill health but they have always been there for each other. My brother is over protective and impulsive but he is actually understanding after some time. All of them love me so much. As a kid, I wasn't happy. I could still remember the times when I walk to school with mum, trying to carry out conversations while deep inside I was really unhappy. I felt that I didn't belong to the world. Which was really really strange because I was like, what, 7 years old?! There's practically nothing I could be sad over. It was a nasty odd feeling I hated. That feeling stayed with me though. As I get older, I realised its a feeling of emptiness. I would spend days hanging out with friends and enjoying myself, but at the end, when I'm alone. All these thoughts and empty feeling will just keep coming back and haunt me. Its either I catch some sleep and wake up with a heavy heart or try to distract myself. Sometimes I try to talk to someone but there's no one I could actually talk to. I can't think of a person who will put down everything and be there for me when I run into trouble, without expecting anything in return, without weighing the pros and cons, without judging me, without doubting me. I can't.

Growing up is like a journey of self discovery. You learn shocking truth about yourself, you learn the ugly truth about the real world. I have never actually ponder about what type of person I am. To my friends, I guess I always appear to be bubbly and crazy when I'm on my good form and they all know about my bad temper and insane moodswings. To my family, I care about my studies more than anything else and I like to have fun whenever I have the chance to. However, I could never understand why anyone will fall for me. I don't know which part of me is attractive. I'm not fucking ugly but my looks are strictly average with make up on. I don't have amazing talents like dancing or singing. I suck at sports totally & I seriously lack of efforts to improve myself. I'm not exactly very compassionate or understanding. I've been told that I'm not sweet (which was damn insulting but true). So..I hate it when guys tell me that they have fallen for me because I just..don't believe them. Its hard for me to find true love with mutual parties but I can safely say that I've fallen for a few people in my life. I've learn that you can only fall for someone after spending a period of time with them. As for the initial stage, people just go for those who are good looking and see if it works out. The world is that superficial and its sad to say that I'm one of those. Its one of the reason for hating myself I guess.

Recently, I met this guy whom I have fallen for after..a month. Which was coincidentally about the same time when he lost interest in me. Things were quite complicated actually but he's the first guy in my entire life who told me I'm pampered, demanding and unreasonable. I guess he couldn't stand me anymore. At first I like wtf you rubbish leh people usually say the opposite of that. Then I think about it..its quite true. Jiayi agrees omg. I guess it all started when Ben pampered me like mad. There was never a time when he didn't send me back to yishun when he meet me even though he live in the east and there was never a time when I actually have to pay for anything when I'm with him. I just took it for granted eventually I guess? Then after him, Ivan tried to outdo everything like eg I get send to my lift instead. I still remember the time when I kept trying to tell Ben that you cannot measure your love by the things you do for the other party blahblah and he was like impressed that I'm so mature. And stupid me, was doing the measuring thing now. I kind of thought that if the guy was unwilling to do anything for me, it means that he doesn't love me enough, doesn't wanna spend more time with me and stuff. WHICH TOTALLY WENT AGAINST MY PROFOUND THEORY. Like wth I was shocked at what I've become after all that pampering. So I'm like ashamed of myself. And I've always thought that my r/s with ben was perfect and I wanted to find someone like him again..but recently I've also discovered that..it was anything but. On the surface, I only see the good things and that was why it was so hard to get over him. I have no idea about the problems underneath, which I conveniently ignored. At the end of the day, I learn that that relationship isn't about loving each other (quote E) and the problems that existed cannot be ignored until things got out of hand and both parties get hurt.

I guess I've learnt many lessons and things that happened cannot be undone. Instead of being stuck to the past and regrets, the only way is to get stronger and more independent.

Past,

2010-12-04T06:36:00.000-08:00

I suddenly miss my long & straight hair really badly...

december09

my hair was fucking long, reach my butt please.

july09. mizz my short fringe....like nice right :o

Okay so I have been busy working for the past 3 days & work is fucking boring & tiring. Not gonna work tmr, then I'll head off to chalet from monday to thursday.

Hurt cycle,

2010-12-01T06:04:00.000-08:00

Well it's time to dig up cash to print photos! I could never get bored of looking thru the old photos I printed @ the start of the year & time flies. Gonna print prom photos, last day of school photos & stuff. Shall do it @ the third week of december when I'm free. Schedule gna be damn hecitc. Working @ taka from thurs to sun, 4/5 chalet from monday to thurs next week & might need to work for the rest of the week. Sighs ): Can't wait for chalet though! All the fun & booze. Gonna be really unforgettable! :D

Met E on sunday evening. It was a fucked up outing. My favourite sandals broke omggg ): Bought a pair of damn pretty heels to change into though! It was the pair I was trying to sell but I doubt anyone else can squeeze into size 36, so maybe I should keep it instead^^ Had a sinful dinner of fish N chips ): Then we bumped into my bro & lets just say he's not very pleased with E? Fucking unpleasant night & my bro's still giving me the cold shoulder now, for whatever reasons I could not comprehend. Judge judge judge ._. Look who's the one with the mohawk now. idk, feels like I've lost a brother.

Went to collect passport with parents on Monday, the wait was such a bitch I swear. Bought Harper's Bazaar and the magazine doesn't offer anything to my interest. Thought of cutting out the pages & use them as room deco though? I saw a pix on tumblr that inspired me..but then again, I haven't even finish packing away my books ): Went to hunt of a new pair of sandals but nothing could replace that pair ): They're all either too high or too flat, too simple or too adorned. & my mum had to nag at me that I can't wear the sandals to fly kite everytime I try on a new pair. Which was really odd since it's not as if I go flying kite everyday?! I ended up with a pair of sandals wedges with some height 'cuz I'm getting more & more self concious of my height these days. Like, when you're 13 and have a height of 150+ its fine, but when you're 16 and still have a height of 150+.... its just not okay?!

Tuesday, played badminton with Jiayi! Been so long since I've last exercised/ seen the sun. Got lost otw there (I missed her stop) & also got lost when I'm heading to hub because I took bus from the wrong direction, super blur leh wtf ): Made weilin wait for me for a really long time, omgzsx felt so bad! Went to hunt for 3 birthday presents - al, yj & Mingz. After we went macs & tried to sort out the money stuff & we took a surprisingly long time 'cuz maths was so last month? HAHAHA. Sat there & chatted about all sorts of thing, heart2heart talk! HAHA. She got fetish for army boys lor! & I've always hated & despised army boys because they appear to be all despo & disgusting? Now after what she said...changed my mind! HAHAHA. We had a few conclusions about life in the end, hehzxs. Got me thinking about some issues too... ): Anyway hopes stalker cheer up! After badminton I still have the healthy red flush on my cheeks until now! Better than any make up I swear ^^ 'cept that my right shoulder really hurt today! & finally able to watch gossip girls!!! So mad harppie ah! :D

Woke up @ 9.45am & met the girls @ around 11am for singing session @ partyworld/northpoint. At first everyone shyshyzxs then me & al just picked up the mike & sang to our content. Like mad embarassing please my singing sucks & I think I kept hogging the mike. HAHAHA. More people came & in total : al, zoey, mingz, weilin, yijun, me, zihang, kevin & jiekang. Quite fun leh! They kept laughing @ me when I got high singing hollaback girls, my fav song in p5 hor I kept singing to my computer last time!!! Dream came true please, HAHAHA. After 4 hours, had lunch @ food court before I headed to hub to meet Shaun & Jiayi to watch Rapunzel in 3D!!! AWESOME MOVIE, MUST WATCH!!! Was damn pissed off with the ending though? The stupid guy went to cut rapunzel's hair until like shit wtfffff!!! Lots and lots of blonde hair became spikey brunette. omggg saaaad ): Me wanna watch Narnia next!!! Seriously!!!

VISIT ME @ WORK @ TAKA FROM THURS TO SUNDAY OKAY!!! male department! ^^ you all can see me wear formal & have some good laugh ): off to watch gossip girls! ^^

Whatcha tryna sayzsx?

2010-11-27T22:25:00.000-08:00

Hi all, this is my new boyfriend...Newurbanmale boy leh, jealous not?!

I'M KIDDINGZXSZX. My taste not so phailzxsz, he's my bro! Like wth I was painting my nails early in the morning he suddenly ask me webcam with him before he leave for work. Face looks so chubby in the pix, me don't likey ): Going out later. Feels like sleeping already howzxs ):

The last time I alternate my nail colour was like..primary6?! (alternate black & white, I thought like cool only what!) So I was really bored & decided to try something fun on my nails. My right hand is seriously ugly like mad, I want an older sis to help me paint my nails leh how? Gah I feel like removing everything now, pissing me off.

Wait,

2010-11-26T21:54:00.000-08:00

Today is home day ^^ Supposed to work for the weekends too but something cropped up within the management so we only worked yesterday. Job was super slack. Supposed to give out flyers from 1 to 3 before we take a short break but me, Jiayi & 2 other girls (Natalie & Pearly- they're both really sweet & friendly!) finished everything @ 1.45pm so we went to shop around the flea instead HAHAHA. Each one of us bought something. I scored a maxi dress @ a bargain! ^^ Had some horrible takoyaki for lunch, its like hard outside and soft inside ._. Went to chat with Shaun, he's earning friggin a lot @ IT fair!!! Wth should have worked IT fair instead fml!!! When we got back to the booth (after slacking enough), the management was like talking to Natalie & Pearly & they both had grim expressions. We were like shit die already he's gonna scold us for not working. Ended up, had to dismiss us due to some stupid issues. But the pay was definitely way too good for that 45min of work HAHAHA. Shit lor thought can earn money for all 3 days for dance fees. Now how sia fml ): Went cityhall, I bought another pair of pants for work & we checked out dance lessons. Home aftermath because my feet were suffering thanks to the heels.

Mum was lecturing me today about my failure to be a girl. To her, being a girl = wake up early, can cook, do housework, keep room neat & tidy, stay @ home most of the time, go out must come home early etc. I didn't bother to explain that her definition of 'girl' does not apply to one of 21st century. Aiya considering her ill health & all, I'll just listen to her. So laoniang went to PAAAACKKKK..my desk. Like okay, I know it doesn't sound anything fantastic but its a good start! I threw away a lot of papers. Wasted so much resources & killed so much trees just to study for friggin Os ._. Still have to clear the monstrous stack underneath my desk & another one @ another corner of my room, as seen in photo above. In addition, although my table is clean now, I just practically moved everything to another part of my room arghzxszx. Life sucks!!! Should I just go to poly next year so I won't have to deal with packing my room anymore?

I'm actually dying to go out because there's like 2 fleas today & I can't believe I'm missing them out ):But even if I buy more clothes & accesories, I can't actually use them since I'll be working soon. & all my friends are working so there's practically no one to go out with me? So staying at home is the best. Save money & rest ^^ The household chores part suck though. Any movies/dramas to intro? I wanna watch'em at home! Feel like selling my pink psp.

I know I'm supposed to be doing my 30day challenge (side bar). HAHAHA. Okay okay I do DAY 3 now!
3: Your favourite television program
Erm...I don't watch tv. SERIOUSLY, I have no life. Once in a while I'll go into parents room to watch those 9pm drama series on channel8. I'm like trying to watch Gossip Girls now but I can't find 'em on youtube roooar!! How?!

4: Write about your closest friends
Clique & kinah!!! (going in alphabetical order)
Aleithia : Met her 4 nearly years ago @ yishun CC while collecting scholarship & we were like eh same school one then we become acquaintances. Those hi-bye friends but we got closer in sec3 when we got into the same class! ^^ Then we get obsessed with food, & ironically, we were both extremely conscious about our body. HAHA. Like that how?!
Jiayi: Same class for 4 years! But she was ahem, shy last time. HAHAHA. Got closer @ the end of sec2 when we kept going out tgt. I always tell her my problems because she's quite objective & can give good advices. & she will stick up for me in sticky situations too! (no pun intended) Currently in r/s with her as seen on facebook, dont play play. ^^
Mingz: Walao she told me then in lower sec she was scared of me because she thought I'm some ahlianzxszx thanks to my permanently pissed off expression & my stupid hair. HAHAHA. Become friends in sec3 & extremely close friends in sec4 when we sat with each other for an entire year, monitoring each other's revision process for the big Os. Were there for each other thru r/s issues as well! (L) She's also very fun to be with cause we're both lamezxzsxz!!!
Sakinah: This one ah, no need to say already. HAHAHA. Went thru all the same r/s stuff & 100% be there for each other to send long msges to convince each other not to text that ex or even not to commit suicide & stuff HAHAHA. Hunt for bargains tgt all the time & give each other awesome advices. Awww what am I gonna do w/o her?! (L)
Zoey: My longest friend because I know her in the first few days of school! Can depend on her to do important stuff too! She's also very nice & caring like a big sistazsx to take care of me ^^ Plus she's super dilligent, like more dilligent than me lor!!! Love her too, must go same school :D

That's all I guess? 6 closest friends! ^^ All girls because my best guy friend hates me now.

Pursuit of Happiness,

2010-11-25T06:42:00.000-08:00

Retail Therapy with Skinnerhzxzs yesterday! It wasn't reallyyy a retail therapy in a sense that I splurge on unneccessary things! I only bought pants for work (which is an absolute neccesity) & erm, a pretty poka dot blouse that I don't really need but couldn't resist ^^ Our plan was to get maxi dresses tgt but I backed out @ the last min, knowing that I would only wear it once for sure. Skinnerh was like 'whaaat? why do we even need retail therapy, not as if our lives suck now?!' Which is true! One of the rare times that neither of us is mourning for jerks! So guess we're both pretty much happy now, in the same situation again :D & the pair of britain flag earrings that I fell in love with last week were already gone when I've finally decided to get it ): Regretzzsx max max.

Planned to walk over to haji lane to snap pix but whenever we leave buildings the sky turned dark & we would head back into the malls, then when the weather looked promising again we would walk out again & then we hear thunders _|_ Damn annoyed after the cycle repeated for a couple of times. We were stuck camping in toilet of Iluma & read magazines in Borders of BJ. Found my prom dress featured in Chic mag!! :D Finally the clouds cleared away & we happily made our way to Haji, with our shoes sloshing a lil in the wet floor.

Snapped a lot while ducking into quain shops when something in the window displays caught our attention. Walked to kampong glam & planned to visit the toy musuem but didn't in the end ): Ahhh regret again! I so wanna visit it someday!! ): We were broke to begin with, & spent the remaining cash on sushi for dinner. If only we could eat Murtabak!!! ): Missed it so much omgzxzs. Had my favourite curry fish rice bowl with mummy @ Ishimura for lunch previously so wasn't that hungry. Can't believe babe got a job @ Zara!!! So happy for her!!! Shopping trip again next week to buy her work stuff heh. So much excuses for shopping sighzxzsx ^^ Nvm, next time when we get our pay & become richgalz_9394@happymail.com we can spend again :D

Me misses E so when to tpy to find him @ work againzxs to acc him eat dinner. Waited for him for half an hour to finish work & in return he walked me home. ^^ So I did a lot of walking yesterday!! Probably burnt some calories heh. All the calories came haunting me back when I had family meal @ Lao Beijing today ): Actually I didn't eat that much..maybe sushi diet will work for me. I would eat 3 sushi every meal from now onwards if I'm outside!!! ^^ CAN SAVE MONEY & LOSE WEIGHT & SUSHI IS DELICIOUS OMG WHY NOT? :D

Here are some of the pix from my cam, waiting for her to upload hers from the dslr! :D

MY NAILS NICE RIGHT? ^^ I mix in maroon & gold nail polish! Should have done that for prom instead ._.

Me looks tall here right? Can pass for 168cm or not?! HAHAHA. Love this photo so much, one of the rare times my arm/thighs dont look fat!

& THEN WHY YOUR PANTS TEAR? HAHAHAHAHA. (inside joke)

Gave up concealing my dark eye rings, I'll just go around looking like a zombie & scare the shit of out small keedz.

The pretty girl! ^^

I'm working @ expo MegaFlea as flyer model with Jiayi tmr!!! Visit me okay? ^^ Take my flyers can exchange for free candy floss & popcorn ^^ Seriously gonna attempt to wear heels for the first day since the dress code is 'a pretty dress + heels' If my feet fail me imma wear my sandals to work for 2nd & 3rd day!!! & I don't wanna wear dress leh? Gna wear skirt instead IDC. Hope my job is fun!

Crash & burn,

2010-11-22T23:09:00.000-08:00

My life..is damn messed up now ): It's the first time in my life I have all the freedom I can ever ask for. Seriously - freedom from schoolwork, freedom from parents, freedom from relationship. & I'm like lost. Idk what I want seriously. Maybe I'll just take this opportunity to do all sorts of fun stuff & pray that I will be able to settle down & adapt to JC life in 2 months' time? Like everyone deserves a break from routine right? I totally deserved mine anyway, HAHA.

Went for ATC camp dinner last evening. The food was defintely not up to last year's standard ): disappointed & while the other seniors go 'bond', me & kinah went to watch Edward Scissorshand with the jrs HAHAHA. We were damn bored and hot so just wanna chill there. Left halfway, kinah go meet her guy (can't stop teasing her about it HAHAHA) while I met E (& his mum). Went his house to watch 'I give my first love to you', a typical jap romance film whereby the male lead dies @ the end obviously. E totally spoilt the atmosphere!!! HAHA. Its such a sad show & I didn't even cryzxs, should watch alone & cry at home instead. Drank bacardi, taste damn bad gagzxs. We're playing stupid games & eating lollipop too. Drink until damn giddy then we both fell asleep @ some point in time. In the morning I woke up feeling damn hungry & I have to make myself tuna bread tskkk. Plus I spent 1h trying to drag him out of bed to accompany me take LRT, ended up I reached home @ 10am. Stomach feels damn weird until now omg ):

[edited] I super lag!!! just saw the surprise post after I post this while quarrelling with you on msn. Next time dont make stupid jokes like this, I this xmm cannot take such jokes later I cry how omgzxsz ): Okay so now the mysterious E is not so mysterious anymore HAHAHA. Thanks for the surprise post ^^ (L)

Crush a bit, little bit, roll it up, take a hit.

2010-11-22T22:01:00.000-08:00

First of all,I'm not Jasmine. I'm a super nice guy doing a surprise post for her. Okay,lets go to the important part, BLOGGER SUCKS! i try uploading photos two days ago and i can't. Ang Jia hui be glad I'm actually doing a post for you plus i didn't even blog before. You now busy cleaning your nails I'm here figuring out how to blog,the pictures cannot make big some more! tsk* soon you are going to start working already,and you can see uncles everyday.heh heh. This type of job very hard to get so stop complaining you can't get to see cute guys,at the end of the day is a good thing. shall faster end this post,you going online alreadyyyyy.

Prom Night (2) ^^

2010-11-21T20:39:00.000-08:00

4/5'10 (L)!!! ^^

Gonna spam another batch of prom photos in this post! (wait, gonna put away my mint choco waffles first, before I turn into a blimp) K back.

OH I LANDED MYSELF IN A 7BUX/HOUR JOB ALREADY MUAHAHAHA. Okay actually I'm supposed to have this job a long time ago, affilated with my mum's friend. But its like, @ male department in Takashimaya promoting uncle clothes so I was quite reluctant to do it initially cause I cannot see cute guys & have to face uncles everyday sighs. I'll tell you my story yesterday.

Went to this accersories shop in somerset 313 (dont wanna mention name later I kena sue or what) for training yesterday & the lady employee was like really nice & all. I came because the boss contacted me & said the pay was 5 bux an hour so I'm like okay la why not, the items are really pretty too I wouldn't mind working in this environment plus its like super convenient to get to work everyday. So lao niang stood there for 2 hours and wipe all the clips until bling bling when the boss came back, she was like half yelling at her employee & saying things like why the floor so dirty, last night cash box missing a hundred bux and bla. Her attitude pissed me off. I enquired about the pay & working schedule (I've wrote down the days I wanna work next week). AND SHE FUCKING TORE THE PAPER AWAY AND SAID THERE'S NO SUCH THING, I HAVE TO WORK FULL TIME 6 DAYS A WEEK. & SHE TOLD ME MY PAY IS 4 BUX PER HOUR AND NO PAY FOR THE 4 HOURS TRAINING. She wrote there hiring part timers & all the bullshit? Stupid taiwan lady. Like one fucked up only right? Then she left to shop around. I told the lady employee that I didn't want the job anymore & left. She was freaking nice & kept trying to convince me to stay & I felt so bad please.

Then I called my mum and said I'm going down to Taka to find her friend & the staffs there were super nice. Straight away interview & comfirmed that I'm working part time in December & January! ^^ Her friend was really nice to me too & my pay was supposed to be 6 bux per hour but since she already promised 7, she didn't wanna take back her words. What a sweet lady right? & the stupid taiwan boss kept caling and calling me and when I finally pick up the phone, she BEG ME TO GO BACK AND WORK FOR HER? Suddenly she said she can pay me 5 bux per hour if I want plus commission. Suddenly I can have a flexible work schedule. I told her to employ the other girl who was in training with me and know whats her reply? 'I like you the most among all the 5 girls I've seen because you're cute & you got the attitude' LIKE BULLSHIT, THINK LAONIANG GULLIBLE AH, SAY I CUTE ONLY I WILL WORK FOR YOU BITCH. Then she added that she's serious about hiring me & we can 'discuss' all the details to my preference. I would have considered going back but too its just too little too late HAHAHA. Now laoniang got 7 bux job with all the friendly staffs to guide me, think I want put up with your shitty attitude everyday mehzsxzx. But the cons being the strict rules in taka. I have to go buy black pants & stuff. The attire super strict my godzxsx ):

But it was surprisingly nice to be at Town alone?! It was my first trip to town alone as far as I can remember & I should consider going shopping alone next time. HAHAHA like one emo only right but kinah wont have to suffer with my fickle-mindedness to make purchases anymore. Me being a nice person, went tpy to accompany E againzsx before I go home for dinner.

ROCKIE LEH!!!! HAHAHAHAHA WHY THIS PHOTO BLUR? SO WASTED. I sat with this guy for the entire sec3 and he barely spoke 10 sentences to me. But he's super cool. But seriously, how can someone stand not talking to me?! I'm so crappy & I talk so much I should totally give him a reward for not speaking to me lor!

kuantouxzsz. woohoo my make up looks nice here ^^

peipei!

2/5'08 (I like AA right? all the class photos stand in the middle HAHAHA)

should have totally drawn my face like this to prom! & we're wearing nearly identical black roses + feathers on our hair!

MY ARM....*FAINTS*

my yeye! I did his yeye make up for like 10 times already. (for drama performances)

me & kinah crowned him the most handsome guy that night (k la 2nd, if you count the emcee in). my sec1 'ex' leh HAHAHAHA look like jay chou!!!

NOT BAD..the height difference not that big here. HAHAHA.

viv viv!!!

LOVE THIS PHOTO LIKE MAD (L) miss this girl a lot too ): sat with her for the entire sec4!!! My main motivation to study for Os! (because we check on each others work HAHAHA)

jiayi: wah i look so tall here ))):

this is my..I'm-looking-glam-even-if-its-obvious-that-im-a-total-pig face.

Prom Night (1)

2010-11-20T05:55:00.000-08:00

On the day, Jiayi came my house to do make up at 1 plus. My mum kept making us put lots and lots of coverage on our face until my face's like almost completely white ._. Kept my make up to a minimum though, I was persuaded by mum & yi to change my kua zhang eyelashes to the natural ones I always use. Met al then we went to some hair salon in Bishan. Jiayi, Pearleen & Zoey did their hair/make up/nails etc there. Everyone look really pretty & dolled up. Felt damn sucky max ): Zoey's mum drove us to Grand Copthorne Waterfront Hotel ^^

@ Cozy Studio salon

wait until very boredzxzsxszs. can see my eyeshadow? cannot even see in photos rightzzxzsxzs.

prom queen nominee for 4/5 leh!!! proud of her (L)

fucking pretty shoes. created pretty red blisters too. but whatever right? At least I'm 164cm for a day.

Me looks super un-promish. Looks like I'm going for some fancy dress party with 'FEATHERS' as the main theme. (black feathers attached to rose barette & feather earrings)

Jiayi super hotzxszx!!!!

siew khoonzxsz!!!!!

JASLYN LOOK HERE, HE'S MINE!!! HAHAHAHAHA.

THE FREAKING CUTE EMCEE FOR THE EVENT!!!! (L) Its not just about his look, but more of the way he carried himself. His jokes and stuff!!! :D As soon as he closed the stage activities for the night, me and Jiayi shamelessly picked up our cameras & chased after him in our sky high heels. Still camp outside toilet to wait for him to come out just to snap a pix with him HAHAHAHA. Then we saw Jaslyn & Peijun also stalking him HAHAHA. The event was seriously boring please, the emcee made it bearable. (E don't jealous & go hack him hor!!)

MY STALKER!!! (L) also pretty like mad!

my fellow feathers sister! ^^

Love the ring, hate the fat arm.

ALL TIME LOVE!!!

slut pose to show off ring kay. ignore the ridden up dress.

2/5'09!!! I cant find the 4/5 one leh.

favourite teacher in my 10 years of education (L)

Basically prom wasn't as unforgettable as I've expected. Just an opportunity for us to dress up & take a lot of photos with everyone. (The photos are from my cam & tagged by different people on facebook. Will upload more when more people tag me :D) THE FOOD WAS GOOD THOUGH. I was so bored that i kept eating the cakes, so fucking yummy (L) Oh so me and Mingz were eating halfway & she needed to pee so we went to the toilet. & when we came back..THEY CLEARED AWAY OUR FOOD LEH OMG DAMN SAD?!!?!?! My salmon!! ): (then I went to take a new plate just to put 2 pieces of salmon, damn retarded) Met E after prom to slackzsxz. ^^ He finally wanna take pix with me! Went drinking & stuffzxsz. KFC breakfast @ 9am before I head home to sleep a couple of hours & drag my half awake self all the way to expo to work in the afternoon. No choice, I spent all my money already. FML.

No words to paint a picture of you,

2010-11-18T07:24:00.000-08:00

Like prom is tmr and I didn't really prepare much for it. Not planning to do manicure, hair or make up @ proper salon. Didn't feel the need to spend money on such stuff? Like idk, maybe for some people, they're willing to put in their best efforts (& money) to doll up for the one special night of their life. For me, I don't feel the need to do so much just for one night? That's why I chose to splurge on perming my hair instead of doing it just for prom because it'll last me for some time and not just for a night? As for nails & make up..I'm just over confident that I can do it all myself..but I'm not superwoman? Like I just screwed my nails so super no mood now. HAHAHA okay i get it, I'm emo now because of my nails. I'm such a bimbo I hate myself sometimes. Tmr I'm just gonna leave my stupid short waves as they are & slab on some stupid eyeshadow and thats it. don't fucking care!!! UGLY UGLY LOR!! Like after 4 years of anticipating prom I don't even feel like going now? ))):

I'm hungry now. Okay nvm.

Outing with E yesterday was fun ^^ Planned to fly kite at first, he like super eager to fly kite idk why :0 HAHAHA. But it was raining ): Went vivo then bugis to play pool. Kay I'm improving alreadyzsx. Was quite put off when I have to wait for him super long. But me, being a nice person don't bear grudges. HAHA. Had dinner then we were talking crapzxszx, some debate about whether its possible to fly kite at night. So at 8pm we decided to go marina barrage to fly kite HAHAHA. There're like super a lot of pretty kite with lights in the sky!!! :o Damn nice, like fireworks. So we bought kite + lights but the stupid bat kite didn't want to fly!!! ): Super sadzxsx. But of all the things we do tgt, seeing him trying to fly a kite is the best memory of him I swear. HAHA. ^^ I was super tired and apparently he claimed that I was unconciously sniffing his jacket?!?!?!!!! (I'm very sure I didn't anyway) Super tiring day but enjoyable all the same ^^

Went Golden Mile Tower for starhub interview with Zoey today. The place is super ulu and far please! -.- Need go for training next week twice @ the stupid place ): I don't mind doing roadshow but the coming IT fair clashes with my other event job. Don't know if I should ditch the job. But I can't ditch Jiayi, hooooow?! ): Walk all the way to bugis street, like monthzxx didn't enter bugis street already :o Tempted to buy a pretty maxi dress, but broke. I would seriously buy it and wear it if I'm not broke, I don't care if I'm short!!! Got prom earrings & gold nail polish only, resist all temptations to buy any clothes/bags. Went tpy to meet E to exchange books. Finally found Yazuka Moon!!! :D Slacked around, acc him eat dinner & did stupid things like painting each other nails gold HAHAHA fun (Y).

Okay on a brighter note my nails don't look that bad suddenly. Okay maybe prom won't suck that much. Everyone's so psych about prom I can't be such a wet blanket yes no? :O Okay okay looking forward to it nao!!!!! :D

DJ got us falling in love again,

2010-11-16T05:37:00.000-08:00

I have a lot of photos to upload but my photobucket died on me ._. ANGRYZXSZX!!! No fate kay, ya'all bear with the wordszxzsx. Okay I'm like trying to blog daily nowzxsx, like finally have the chance to!

FINALLY MET KINAH YESTERDAY!!! :D Kept giggling like a really annoying kid when I'm with her, she's damn funny. Talked a lot & we finally updated each other!!! HAHAHA. Walao she good, going 'first date' with someone the next day then like excited only, please don't get attached and leave your poor spinster friend all by herself okay?! ): We went all the way up to takashimaya's HR to ask for job but they said there're no more vacancies due to overwhelming responses ): My mum's friend said she can get me a job @ taka for 6 bux an hour but..ITS OLD MAN'S CLOTHES DEPARTMENT. I told my mum I dont wanna face old men everyday leh, & I got scolded HAHAHA.

We're stuck @ the ring department of F21 for like half an hour!!! It's all my fault, I fell in love with the owl ring she found & I refused to leave HAHAHA. Its fucking heavy but fucking pretty I swear, its the prettiest owl I've ever seen in my life. Then I remember my mum's birthday is coming so I got her a pretty gold ring with crystals on it instead of getting the owl. ): Shopped around, kinah got food. Went around asking for jobs too but everyone looked damn pissed off with us?!?!!
Me (really emo) : Nobody's taking us seriously!!! IT MUST BE THE STUPID RED ROSE ON MY HEAD!!! I LOOK MENTALLY UNSTABLE.
Kinah (being a really sweet & supportive friend): No your rose is fine!! It must be my minah hair colour.....
Me (bitch): Yeah you're right.

HAHAHA I SUCK. In case you all seriously think I'm a lousy friend, I accompanied her to walk for hours from orchard to dhoby back to somerset to look for her first date outfit okay!!! We're like both broke and hungry ): Take a look @ our pathetic dinner HAHAHAHA. $1.95 eac @ carrefour okay?!?! Filling & non-fattening too. I finally found avocado sushi, me like!!! :D & kinah's willing to eat it with me even though deep down I know she hates sushi!!! Awww *touched*.

Kay we just sat down & ate @ some random place kekekezsxz, 2 well dressed beggars. In the end she didn't get her first date outfit. HAHAHA. Omg can't believe she treats me as her love guru?! Like wth my love life is 100% failzxszx one. But I'm sane enough to tell her that even though every guy will drop at her feet when she wears a maxi dress...SHE CAN'T CYCLE IN IT?!?!! HAHAHAH. She's too cute when she's nervous I swear (L).

My mummy accompanied me to redo my curls @ the salon today!!! :D My stylist was on leave wth. But another cute stylist helped me to call him to come over :D Can't stop raving to my mum how cute the guy is omgzzxs. Made an impulsive decision to cut my hair since its damn long & irritating now. I told my stylist I wanted 3 inches off but...HE FREAKING CUT HALF MY HAIR AWAY?!?!?!?!?!!!?!?!!!!!! I totally gasped when I saw my hair on the floor, so freaking much of it I wanted to cry already ): It's damn short now, no more waist length hair ): But tell me, hair too long not nice also right?!?!?! ): So I guess its fine that my hair only reaches to below my shoulders right?! ): Oh I thinned my hair too, if not very heavy. He permed my hair again for free because its damn obvious that my hair's completely straight ._. Now there's a bit of curls but..short ): Sat at the salon for 2hours but someone was texting me & making me smilezxzsx like a retard ^^ Should I dye my hair?! See kinah's & Jiayi's....tempted ): MAYBE AFTER PROM I'LL CUT BANGS & DYE MY HAIR RED?!?!?! :D

30 day-challenge : DAY1 & 2

2010-11-14T20:29:00.000-08:00

HI IM FUCKING BORED. Found this challenge on tumblr a few months back & I've always wanted to try it out but I was too busyzxsx. Now that I'm fucking free I shall do it!!! (btw the challenge is @ the bottom of my side bar!)

Day 1 : Your middle name, and how you feel about it.

Erm..I guess I'm Jasmine Ang Jia Hui & Jasmine = first name, Ang = last name right?!?! So ironically enough I guess my middle name is Jia Hui.

Okay its like total bullshit la, obviously my real name is Ang Jia Hui. So I'll just sidetrack and explain my namesake. Frankly speaking I didn't like how teachers try to pronunce 'Jia Hui' in english, they always made it sound so fucking horrible I feel like slapping their faces. So since I was 7 I've always wanted a nice sounding english name. In primary 1 while watching Wheel of Fortune with my mum, I found of that one of the contestant was called Jasmine. & although I really forgot how she looked like but I guess she must be reasonably attractive, that's why I impulsively decided to name myself after her ._. So I just told everyone that I'm Jasmine from that point onwards and yawns I'm stuck with the name for nearly 10 years. HAHAHA. Totally regret nao, since it has become such a common name. Should have named myself something cooler like Jacynthia, Kellimaryith, Viviloreathia, Augustania, Caesiumalicious Felixmiranda, Beliciousannelorraine, Saorise. Okay getting really ridiculous, but still, names should be fun and unique no? My kids are all gonna suffer with my creative names for them MUHAHAHAHA.

And I have to stress on the fact that I DO NOT hate my real name, Jia Hui. I'm pretty much okay it & I really like how it sounds in chinese. Hui = wisdom, no reason to hate wisdom HAHAHA. I just hate it when people mispronunce it. So when you obviously can't pronunce it properly in english then just fucking call me Jasmine I'll love to bitszxsx.

Okay I'm seriously bored, I shall do Day 2 too. HAHAHHAA

Day 2 : Talk about your piercings or tattoos if you have any.

Okay you wanna hear my piercing story? I could go on and go forever.

I got my very first pair of ear piercing in p5 but they got infected so I closed 'em within a month. I repierce them in p6 but they fucking get infected again so I closed 'em ._. In sec1 I've decided that my ear lobes suck, so I got one single piercing in the middle of my right ear HAHAHA. It's like 3rd position when you count up from the first hole. It's like fine, infection wasn't too bad so I left it there and went to pierce 2 more below. Bad infection but I refused to close it, got 2 piercings on my left ear. End of sec1 I got 2 helix piercings on my right ear. Sec2, closed 1 of the helix thanks to bitch teacher. Middle of sec2 I got influenced by friends & went to pierce my nose. Some was fascinated with it, some stupid people just generalised people with nose piercing = ahlian, even more ridiculous people said I look like an Indian like wtf its the 21st century grow up please. I never really paid much attention to it and I just left it there lor. End of sec2 I closed the first piercing in sec1 and pierced my left ear 3rd hole and tragus. I closed my tragus because the position was like, close to the edge and my tragus risked splitting if I accidentally tug on it. That ended my piercing frenzy. Like crazy right, lower sec pierce and pierce and pierce non-stop. Closed my nose piercing recently, 2 of my exes kept bugging to me. & I have to put a black nose stick there everyday when I go to school and the black stick piss me off a lot so aiya just get rid of it. Like tempted to repierce my tragus now after seeing someone's tragus piercing like so niceeee omggggg ): How?! I think I'm too old to bear the pain and the shock. No longer the young and impulsive girl. HAHAHA.

Okay I obviously don't have any tattoos nao but I seriously thought of putting roses on my back when I'm older. But I'll probably change my mind again by then. & it's really stupid if I regret in the future so yawns I guess I better think twice about such stuff.

OKAY I'M DONE. BYE :D

Fall?

2010-11-14T08:49:00.000-08:00

HI I AM BACK ^^ Okay apparently I went to perm my hair right after last paper of Os but the curls turned out really weak and my hair really sucks nao ): Sighs, totally no fate to have curly hair. Even after I invested almost 200 bux to perm my waist length hair. Which is really stupid since my hair's like too heavy, so gravity kind of straightened my hair by itself?! Piss me off onlyzxs. Saki said she wanna burn the place down for me, so sweet ^^ NOW HOW SIA. MY HAIR QUALITY LIKE SHIT _|_ FML. Oh the bright side, everyone said I look older with my stupid waves. No more xmm please :D Oh & I needa thank Zoey & Jiayi for accompanying me for 3h at the salon!!! :D

Met bored_gal93 on Saturday. Spammed like 10 plus morning call to wake the person up you know?!?! Haven't done that in a long time & I hate it because doing that makes me feel like an irritating person, roaaar. Went cine to play pool + movie + dinner @HKcafe. My pool skills still totally suck please, after all the attempts. & its super embarassing I swear I saw people staring at me while I attempted (& failed miserably) to shoot the stupid balls in. They probably thought I'm like pro enough to play pool one on one with a blondie, total bullshitzxs. BUT I WON THE FIRST ROUND MUAHAHAHA. Don't ask me how. Gonna spend the hols learning how to play pool (properly). Like seriously determined to learn it this time. Want to play L4D too!!! :D The Rise of the Mummy : Adele SUCKS TOTALLY. Watch until we damn pekchek, according to bored_gal93, the morale of the movie is that we shouldn't play tennis HAHAHA. But Adele is damn pretty seriously, love her clothes too. & super love my dinner : baked rice (L) ^^ & all the roll eyes roll eyes roll eyes HAHAHA. xie xie bored_gal93 for the super fun day, you still own me a romance movie kaaay (lose to me @ reversi only!!!), don't make me watch stupid mummies strutting around again :D XOXO!!!

Town today again, with Jiayi & Zoey!!! 2nd round to hunt for prom stuff, totally failed to find a nice hair clip on sat, I bought a NICE gold ring with a pretty PEARL on it instead, though the pearl piss somebody off a lot but I love it eh, gonna wear it everyday until it breaks. Went far east to shop + look for job. Totally hate enquiring for jobs, like one loser 'eh are you hiring' then most people would just eye me suspiciously and ask me how old I am. Some would just ask me to pen down my particulars & I seriously doubt they'll actually bother to contact me. Do I not look like someone who's capable of doing a job as brainless as sales assistant?! Noooo cannot give up, must find job soon roaaaar ))): sux2b broke yknow?! Some more I cannot stop spending. Bought a pretty clutch for prom today!!! Like mad pretty seriously, it's really versatile too, can just sling it casually when I'm going out :D Bought a few other items too, totally broke like shit ): I should just be a bitch and get a reallyyy rich & generous boyfriend!!! But I hate rich people leh howww so contradicting zzZ. Wanted to find my bro at NUM today but lazyyy. Was super super hungry & met bored_gal93 for dinner today ^^

Okay seriously nobody reads my blog anymore, feels like I'm talking to myself, stupid onlyzxs. Tag more okay!!! Sorry for the lack of photos, only got my irritating face plastered everywhere. Waiting for Zoey to upload pix on facebook tmr :D Anyway anyone knows of a good photo editor? I wanna merge photos & apply background effects but I can't find the right software!!! ):

Can't believe Os are finally finished. Which marks the end of my pinafore phrase of life for good. Right now I just wanna have fun + work to earn money (in order to have fun) before I embark on my 3rd tedious journey on pursueing further education. Bye!!! ^^

Taste like candyzxsx,

2010-11-03T22:12:00.000-07:00

First of all, I MISS THIS GIRL HERE OMGZXS. Like seriously need to catch up with her already damn lag, H2H talk with her becuz our personality and r/s like 100% similiar likeomgzxsx. Now both of us see each other outside exam hall like shag like that! ): Secondly, I MISS MY NOSE PIERCING. Though everyone says its damn ugly but still ): Stupid stupid decision to close it. Okay la thirdly I miss my gold ring ): I broke it like months ago and I miss it like crazy because it's my favourite ring ): I got it at flea eh, don't know can find the exact same one or not ): I'm gonna spam rings after exams I swear! Wear one on each finger ^^

It's like halfway through the Os now! This year's papers damn screwed, idk why so diferent from the past year papers zzZ. Mingz was like 'eh what if we can't make it to JC?' I've never thought of that leh! Damn sad now ): I need help for my higher chinese too, shitmanzsx ):

Walao someone's still not awake yet, comfirm going late for work againzxszx. Why so noob cannot wake up onezxszx?! Let's see if superman sees this, which he probably won't since he swore he wouldnt stalk my blog anymore HAHAHA. ^^

SHOULD I GO OUT AND STUDY OR NOT? OR COOP MYSELF AT HOME FOR ANOTHER 4 DAYS?!?!? CAN'T MAKE UP MY MIND. FICKLEZX.

I think I need to remove my appendix already. Shit fml please its been hurting for weeks. Or maybe its some other organ around that spot?! What other organs are there anyway? Should have taken bio! I need to revamp my blog too, didn't change my template for 10 months?!?! and my tagboard's dead. Probably gna remove it. Arghzxs fml fml.

I am the victim of Ollies THE MONSTER

2010-10-14T20:35:00.000-07:00

Omg why the Olevels timetable so ridiculous?!?!?! Maths for 4 days in a row for the first week then they put Physical Geog & Hist tgt, Human Geog and SS tgt, how to survive you tell me?!?!! K thats all I wanna say. Olevels will be done real soon & I've already got my prom dress (yay!). DYE HAIR PERM HAIR SHOP SHOP SHOP SHOP EARN MONEY $$$$ Why I still cannot do map reading & trigo identities?!?! Why why whyyy like that hoooow?!?!? I need to pass my higher chinese badlyyy but I haven't touched chinese at all, I suck.

Have you all been adjusting your bioclock for Olevels like me? HAHAHA. '11pm already omg I need to sleep and adjust bioclock already, cannot study anymore!' muahahaha stupid excuses.

Oh & Mingz is the beehoon monster :3

MY PE SHIRT DAMN AWESOME HEHEHEHE.

(photos below are kope-d from al's facebook becuz they're already prettily edited & laoniang's too lazy to edit my photos)

Like a cool only I'm always near Mrs Poh!!

Shagzxsx bai :3

Departure,

2010-10-08T09:19:00.000-07:00

Hello :3 I've deleted that post with the huge photo with centre parting because I find myself too ugly, cannot stand it LOL. Now to mark the very emo day of my last day in Anderson Sec, I shall be a loyal and proud Andersonian to post a gigantic eyebag-ish picture of myself in my KELLY BLUE TUNIC. I can't believe how fast time flies (starting with the cliche), it was like yesterday when I was shocked at how ugly our uniform is when I first tried it on during 2006 december. No one in my family could figure out how come it looked so awful on me then I was kinda emo like wth need to wear this stupid thing for 4 years. Then I went to modify it as times go by la, heh. Its like quadratic graph with minimum pt you know? It got shorter and shorter from sec1- beginning of sec3 then it start to get longer (keep kena caught wth!!) Yeah it got longer when I suddenly realised that I don't give a damn if I look like an idiot with dress reaching to my knees, no fringe etc, I just want to finish my hwk and get my A1s. I guess we all mature over time and I can see the same trend in almost all the Anderson girls yes no?!

Okay I shall stop being such a bimbzxs and go on and on about appearance. Pinafores aside, I realised that I've really mature a lot in Anderson. From someone with serious attitude problems, being all hateful and such, I've changed and grown into someone really different from the girl who finds fault in everything but herself on the firsdt day of school. Maybe I'm finally mixing with the right company, or that I'm more open to others opinion and am willing to change for the better. I really love 4/5'10, its my favourite class in my entire life. I've never seen a class so bonded before, a class that doesn't have childish conflicts of I-hate-you-hate-me, a class which I'll look forward to have lessons with everyday. I must say that I'm one who doesn't interact well in big groups so I tend to be more reservde or only willing to open up to those who I'm closer with, but in 4/5 everyone is like part of a big family and we all love one another for our differences. I will definitely miss all my classmates when I move on to another place in future ): Especially my clique & the ones I'm closer to. Al, Mingz, Jiayi, Zoey, Siew Khoon, Pearleen, Weilin, Yijun etc. I will also miss all the teachers who have made a big impact in my life. Shen Lao Shi, the moooost. I hated learning chinese since the beginning of p6 when I'm forced to have lessons in some shitty class away from all my friends. But Shen Lao Shi really inspired me and she's the only teacher in my whole life who has NEVER judged me before, be it based on my results or my appearance. She motivated me to try and put in a little more effort to improve my chinese & I want to do her proud by passing my higher chinese. Of course there're other teachers that have helped me a lot like Mr Leow & Mr Yu, always there to answer my queer questions & other teachers like Mdm Neo, Mr kamal etc (:

Okay I'm really tired right now, pardon me for the poor english, I can barely open my eyes, much less think straight, but I very stubborn one lazxsx, die die must post tonight so I can concentrate on studying for the next 2 weeks to power up for Ollies. Lastly, if I've ever offended you, did something mean to you, acted like a bitch etc, please forgive me because I..well I can't say I didn't mean it la because I probably did but I would have regretted it by now because at times of departures, the last thing you want to do is to bear grudges and such. Love all of you :3

(okay i need to sleep now, I uploaded the photos I took with many many people today on facebook like halfway, will finish it another day! Ciaoxz~)

It's raining minutes,

2010-09-09T05:50:00.000-07:00

Today is a super depressing day for me because I've actually spent a day at home NOT DOING ANYTHING PRODUCTIVE. I knew it! I can't study for 2 consecutive days at home ): Should have totally went out today lor! Studies aside, I wasted my time and effort hula-ing (I was like, hey since I'm at home, might as well workout right!) BECAUSE I WENT TO BINGE ON ALL KIND OF WEIRD SNACKS IN THE AFTERNOON. I kept telling my parents to stop buying caramel pudding, cream puffs, tarts, belgium cheese, taokaenoi seaweed and cheese cakes every other day because they can save about 200bux a month on that. My mum totally shoot me back lor! She asked me to stop being so fake, if I really want to save their money on snacks I would have stop opening the fridge every other hour. Isn't that the point? I WILL BE SKINNIER IF THERE IS NO FOOD AT HOME. Then how could they expect me to resist the food at homeeee, I don't eat let my brother eat meh? That's a bigger wastage no? HAHAHA.

Anyway, I just sat on my bed reading today. I borrowed lots good (bimbo) novels from my recent trip to the library :D Like finally a break from Jodi Picoult (which I have been borrowing from the school library). I guess I still enjoy a little shallow read once in a while. That day I went Ivan's house to make pancakes!!! Was so excited because the last time I made pancakes was a great success! (which is erm, 2 years ago @ Zoey's hehee. we made perfect mini ones for 2/5 chalet!) But hor, this time wasn't that successful LOL. They look really ugly but they're still edible. I keep thinking of that time I played CookingMama on someone's itouch & thought that spreading the pancake mixture real life is easier than on itouch BUT I WAS DAMN WRONG PLEASE. Spreading the mixture and flipping it was a bitch. But Ivan the 'cook' managed to the job heehee. I cook the scramble eggzxs but a bit fail because the butter kind of decomposed so the 2nd batch of scrambled eggs were like brownish. (I didn't know butter decompose! thought it only applies to sugar!!! We were all talking chemistry okay. Like they say oil needs 30g and we know that its slightly more than 30ml because oil has lower density than water. SEE it pays to study. Now I can be a good housewife! I'm kidding! I will burn the whole house down if imma housewife) OKAY, THE FOOD ISN'T AS BAD AS I'VE DESCRIBED, THEY'RE STILL DELICIOUS DONT WORRY AND NONE OF US GOT A DIARRHOEA. & the blueberry pancakes taste super good with Skippy! Everyone loves Skippy!!!!

Was at town again on monday, with Jiayi this time. Accompanied her to buy new schoolbag & she bought a hot pink acid wash yakpak. Quite niceee, very barbie-ish, heh. She needs to be more feminine to suit her back. HAHA. Funny how people like me don't like pink instead. Then we saw super cute bras @ heeren so we bought one each HAHAHA OMG. I feel like a big girl nao, first time buying bra without my mum around. Supposed to be looking for my bro's birthday present. Would have got him a nice shirt of a decent brand with all the money I've left with if not for the fact that he got me some bloody tweezers for mine ._. So I didn't get him anything yet. Probably wanna buy him some shaving cream in return! & was unusually tired so we went home for dinnerrr (kay, and I was really broke, don't wanna waste another 5 bux on food)

(we shamelessly camwhored @ B&J's without buying any ice cream!! But who cares, it's monday and the place's deserted anyway.)

I LOVE SANRIO. SO IM GONNA POST THIS DESPITE MY FAT FACE!!!

SEE MY STUDDED SHORTS SO PRETTY RIGHT?!?! That's the pair I was ranting about in my previous post hehehe. Btw they're studded kay? Not poka dots, in case the poor photo quality fooled your eyes. No sane person will pair a poka dot top with poka dot short, I KNOW THAT. and yes, was wearing jacket due to fat arms ): )

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I need to buy new rings soon because I BROKE YET ANOTHER RING!!! It was my favourite, got it at fleaaaa ): And of course, the couple ring with Ivan as promised :3 Am probably getting a haircut soon, since 7th month is overrrr and my hair is getting on my nerves again. LOOKING FORWARD TO MID AUTUMN FEST, THINK OF ALL MOONCAKES AND SPARKS! Am gonna hunt for a hello kitty lantern with lights and music hehhh since the traditional paper tiger (no pun intended) lantern I bought last year kind of caught fire and the ears came off?!?! AND I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO HARI RAYA TMR TOO!!! (cause my neighbour will bring some snacks over as usual, cause she's done so for the past decade heehz) Selamat Hari Raya to all Muslims :D :D :D (remember me and my pineapple tarts HAHAHA KIDDINGZ)

with sakilove heh! (cut your fringe!!!) Remember to eat a lot tomorrow!!!

*****

Life at home is too good you wanna take olevels now and get it over with. Bye kidzsxs, enjoy your non-olevels life.

How many red heads at the sea shore?!

2010-09-04T08:33:00.000-07:00

HELLO ABANDONED SPACE. Half of prelims is over and I can have a week of break from school! It didn't end on a high note, I screwed up my physics paperzxs. Which is really sad because phyics is one of my favourite subjects (also geog & amaths) but I have no idea how to do the questions at all omgzxs major failzxzsx. & amaths paper1 was quite difficult too, sux2bme.

Anyway instead of lazying around like how I usually did after my exams I woke up at 8 to sort out my notes & worksheets okay! Omgzxs so proud of myself. I was demoralised @ 11am because I only finished 2 maths file and whenever I filed finish a stack or worksheets, some old abandoned stack of worksheets in some weird corners will catch my eyes and I have to continue filing and filing until I wanna cryzxs ): But I managed to pack finish anyway :D

OH OH, It has never occured to me why my mum always iron clothes silently and quickly & I FOUND OUT WHY TODAY.
(glimpsed into mum's room and saw her ironing, quickly run back to room to grab shorts & return)
Me: OH YOU IRONING CLOTHES? WHAT A COINCIDENCE I WANNA IRON TOO! NVM YOU USE BAH. NAH HERE, SHUN BIAN HELP ME :D
(bro heard & entered with his jeans and a pile of clothes. More kuazhang than me hor, I gave my mum 1 pair of shorts only!)
Bro: WAH EVERYONE WANNA IRON CLOTHES AH? I ALSO LEH. NAH MUMMY, THANKS AH.
Mum: YOU ALL VERY FILLIAL.

sux2b my mum. LOL. Anyway hit town with Kinah after the horrible morning of packing. I shop until my throbbing headache disappear, retail therapy LOL. I wanna buy romper so badly I'm going insane, I think about rompers everyday in between mugging~ Saw many naise rompers today & I had a hard time resisting them zomg. Rompers like cute ley right right wrong wrong? But I didn't buy any because its just not practical to spend 30bux on one romper which I'll probably stare at it and smile everyday but never actually wear it (or wear it once) because I have super low self esteem and I will think that I look fat or short or something ): Like, look at the photo above, my arms so freaking fat im gonna dieeee.

Orchard to somerset and back to orchard. I always depend on shopping as my primary phyiscal activities and I don't even shop anymore! CAN YOU IMAGINE HOW UNFIT I AM NOW? Not That I've ever been fit but I was in pretty good shape last year. Play badminton & going swimming regularly but I dont even have time naoo. I did sit ups too because some loser kept saying I got big stomach. Ivan ar Ivan, please motivate me and tell me that I'm fat okay? I won't hate you I swear. LOL. MY STOMACH'S LIKE HIMALAYAS NOW. and I'm losing my tan too. Skin from white to brown to yellow. SUX2BME AGAIN. LOL.

Anyway I spent a lot of money in the end. A lot I swearzxszx. Kinah was super patient omg touched. That poor starving girl accompanied nw walk up and down the malls, doing stupid things like holding a shirt in my hand for 10min then decided not to buy, then go back that shop 30min later, hold that shirt in my hand for another 10min, THEN LEAVE THE SHORT EMPTY HANDED AGAIN, saw a shorts I reallllyyy like, claim that I saw the same one in another shop retailing at a lower price, went around to search for that non existence shop, saw something else I like, left without buying, went back to sit down cross leg to meditate and call my mummy, then went up to the highest level to buy my stuff. LOL. Sux to be my friend right, I'm very touched ah, I do this to her so many times but she never complain before. *sniffs* why am I so fickle minded, whyyyy. WHICH IS A GOOD THING NO? IMAGINE IM NOT INDECISIVE AT ALL THEN I GO AROUND BUYING EVERYTHING I SEE THEN ENDED UP : NO MONEY + FULL OF REGRETS IN LIFE. I'm so proud of myself now! :D

Okay I'm kind of sad because I'm supposed to be on the look out for prom dress but I gave up after trying on one dress. The sales girl think I cannot afford a 50bux dress and gaved me shit attitude. I would have totally bought the dress in her face if not for the fact that I look like a stuffed dumpling in it. So I sidetracked again. Walao at this rate I won't ever get a decent dress lor. Though its wiser to buy at the end of the year when there's higher supply of formal dresses no? BUT IM VERY IN LOVE WITH WHAT I BOUGHT. ITS THE PRETTIEST HIGHWAIST SHORTS I'VE EVER SEEN AND ITS SQUASH MY STOMACH FLAT HAHAHAHA IN YOUR FACE. I WANNA WEAR IT EVERYDAY! INSIDE MY PINAFORE ALSO CAN HAHAHHAHA.

Wait for kinah to break fast with fried marz barz so cute heh heh. Then had dinner with Ivan! Food @ ishimura is super goodzxszx when you're going there to eat instead of studying I swearz. Hehzzsx he very retarded one, always wear the shirt I bought him cause I be nicer to him when he wears it. LOL. Anyway happy belated 2nd monthsary :3 Sorry for all the quarrels recently, especially for the sudden eruption last night :o But you're really an awesome boyfriend despite all the mean things I said about you and will alwayzxs beeee. Sorry ah, I will try to be cuter and not so bitchyzxs. I will go 'IVAN TAN' *high pitch* MORE OFTEN HAHAHAHHA PRIVATE JOKE. Or I call you zhixuan ah! OH I KNOW, I SHOULD PINCH YOU MORE OFTEN! PINCH THE MAN, SPREAD THE LOVE! Thanks for everything again! (inserts pinch) I shall go back to you on msn kayzxs, so cute on webcam one! (except for the drink water from jug part, which I caught you redhanded LOL HEN GROSS PLEASE ALTHOUGH AH, YOUR GIRLFRIEND ALSO DRINK MILK FROM MILK CARTON ONE OMGZXSZX HAHAHHAHA SSHHH)

My wordy post very awesome right. It's been long yknow. I bet you like to see words instead of my face all over the blog yes? Probably will abandon this again until god knows when. Ciaoz~

Hello Kitty why no mouth,

2010-08-09T08:45:00.000-07:00

FML, I TYPED 5 PARAGRAHS OF WORDS AND AS USUAL, I STUPIDLY WENT TO ERASE THE ENTIRE THING WHEN I ADD PHOTOS. ): Now I have no more mood to retype anymore. I'll just sum up everything I guess ): Had lunch with Ivan's parents before heading to suntec. Had whopping lots of fun in Toy R Us!!! I miss my childhood so much :o Ivan's damn sweet, he made me take off my stupid heels because they're hurting me as usual and he insisted on holding them from me while I prance around barefoot like a kid in her paradise. LOL. We got watches from the vending machines @ the exit for 3 bux each and they're super awesome!!! I got the hello kitty one I wanted, DAMN LUCKY, considering the fact that I have poor luck with vending machines (I once got 6 same keychains in a row from some shitty machines when I was a kid) Took neoprints too & they turned out really nice! :D Had waffles before we shopped around & Ivan got another V-neck tee, I like him in V-neck tees!!!! :D He got a yellow watch to match my Levis' one :D Caught fireworks on repeat but the moment was still as perfect as ever ^^ ENJOYED EVERY BIT OF THE DAY 'CEPT WHEN I DLTED THE ACTUAL POST, THIS ONE SO SHITTY FML, sorry ): But yay tmr my mummy's turn to cook for you ^^

(doing everything I could to show off my rings LOL.) Ivan said my past life is a xmas tree. I kind of agree, because I like to overaccessorise and I can't stop moving around now, which meant that I had a awful life of stillness previously so this is to make up for it. LOL.

HUNGRY SHARK, LOL!!!

COOL RIGHT :D I know the time different, mine was slower but I fixed it already ^^

his watch damn cool la can open onezxszx, mine cannot ):

I hate you, why your eyes so big ):

Like pro only, chey chey LOL. I suspect Ivan cannot hula, he so loser oneee. LOL.

3 roses onlyyy wanna qiu hun. TSK TSK, fake one somemore. HAHAHHA.

I LIKE THIS, ITS THE ME AND JIAYI'S EPIC FACE!

die already, I think my boyfriend really looks like shark. LOL.

Heartcandy (L)

2010-08-01T06:27:00.000-07:00

Flea @ Scape & Homeclub on Saturday wtih kinah after SS's debrief in school. Both flea are horrible and I've lost the thrills of hitting the flea. Bro asked me to pass his girlfriend (she's one of the stallholders) some sour plum because she's sick. I guess my awkward greeting of 'Hi! Are you James's girlfriend?' (with a bright salesgirl smile no less, but an epic fail one) kind of scared her. (Well she probably thought I'm some bitch who's gonna slap her or something LOL) Didn't buy anything at all because the stuff really sucked that badly, 'cept for a pair of really awesome Hello Kitty earrings!!! I have no idea why I'm so obsessed about a pair of earrings but its just like how kinah can't stop talking to her new rabbit ring. LOL. This is what happens when you're old and you have no lifeeee. But oh gosh we had so much of catching up to do and it felt awesome. Thanks babe! :D

Met Ivan to watch fireworks for NDPrehearsal in the evening. I think it was too short :0 Maybe gonna catch the real thing but I can't stand the crowd. How? ): Gave him the v-neck basic I bought for him for 4skins as an advanced monthsary present. (yes, THERE. all out now, stop asking already HAHA) Heh, thanks for everthing baby. I've pinky promised you that I'll stop hiding our relationship after we hit first month and here it goes. I know that you didn't like denying our relationship but I'm glad that you understand why I choose to keep this a low profile for a while. I'm sorry that I stupidly suggested a break last week when I can't even imagine being without you anymore. I'll stop thinking that you're gonna break up with me soon because I trust you that this is different, right? Okay nevertheless, thanks for everything again because you're really an awesome boyfriend and I can't believe that all these while we're searching for the right one, getting over exes together and yet missing the fact that we're the right one of each other actually. I eat my words 'ivan is a good friend but such a lousy boyfriend, i'll never be stupid enough to be with him', I said that all the time omgggg HAHAHA. Loser, you said you will never like me tooo, tsk! Happy 1 month in advance! (L) Sorry for the sloppy post okay!!! You keep emoing on msn idk what to do!!!

check out her new pet, heh.

isn't the bangle awesome? from mumyyyy ^^

Love Revolution

2010-07-21T06:55:00.000-07:00

Fabulous Racial Harmony Day :3 Sorry for the loooong absence but life's painfully mundane and I'm all geared up to prepare for my olevels yeaaah. My awesome babe lent me her lovely kebayaaaa! Mad awesome with all the jewels! I looked like I'm getting married though LOL. Clique was all red N pink today, I feel so out of place LOL. Had a little tiff with Ivan about the most minion stuff but I ended up getting pretty pissed off largely due to PMS. Talked things out aftermath and I got to go around taking photos :D They're mostly up here but in really random orders because I'm not used to the blogger uploader things :o Day got really bad when I had major stomachaches and kept rushing to the toilet grrrr. All woes' gone when Ivan present me with Dunkin Donuts all the way from ion at the end of the day, heh. I'm a sucka for sweet treats. My mum said he should stop spoiling me already LOL. & I'M SLOWLY GAINING THE 5KG THAT HE LOST OMG. All in all, I had a awesome racial harmony day! :D

HAFIZZLE! HAHAHA.

the yin yang contrast is faaaaab

mad cuteeeeeeeee!

daiqian!

after all the drama of the taking photo thing, all the photos we took suck in the end :o

I TIP TOED LIKE MAD FOR THIS LEH OMG WHY STILL SO SHORT

my whole clique kept pestering adriel to take photos with us LOL. our fav! LOL

like chinese new year riiiiight. or wedding.

colours are awesome!

kx you still rmb our sec1 RHD photos?! LOL WE GREW UP.

I look like ghost, me knowss.

timothy's so short he's almost my height :o

the mutual pillars of strenght for each otherrrrr :D

zhen & al

from my (L) :D

SWEET SIXTEEN

2010-07-04T09:43:00.000-07:00

Belated Post! Photos speak volumes!

This is my awesome rainbow cake baked painstakingly by Ivan! :D

CLIQUEEEEY! ^^ (L) them so much what what they've done for me! :D Celebrated birthday during recess @ canteen & everyone was praising Ivan for the cake heeheez. Xing fu maaax.

kaaay we both look very ugly here, fair!

my lovelove. LOL.

HEARTBREAKINGLY PRETTY YES NO YES NO? :DDDDDDD My dream cake omgggg. (L)(L)(L) Where to find someone who bakes a cake layer by layer for you on a school night in 4hours?!?!?! :O

pwns every other rainbow cake on tumblr. go home manzxs!

(kay end of 'cake-high' - was being really annoying I know LOL)
mz happily/greedily eating the cake made with 7bux non-dairy milk just for the sake of her being lacose intolerant HAHAHA.

this is my avatar pet. HAHAHAHA.

THIS IS THE SURPRISE FROM MY CLIQUE. LOVE THEM TO BITSSS. MAD SWEET OF THEM :O now my room is so prettyyyy ^^

Look at the little red card. Clique gave me that early in the morning and act like that was all they've done for me. I WAS DAMN DISAPPOINTED. Quite real leh they still got a few friends to sign it and inside still got a couple of my photos. but then again I knew they wouldn't be so mean to me right so I waited. & THEY SURPRISED ME WITH THE IMPRESSIVE GIGANTIC J-A-S-M-I-N-E CARD AT THE END OF THE DAY. They say my expression damn epic. heh heh. Clique, weilin, pearleen, siewkhoon, yijun chipped in for the yellow havianias & floral tank. Mad happy cause those were excatly wanted (& I told fairy godmother hehee). Yujun got me the super cool peg with the nice nice card! Kinah got me the pink MNG tank. So considerate somemore, she got me a loose one (since i wouldnt stop complaining how fat my stomach is) hehz. Ivan got me a box of kinder buenos since I love it so much and he's practically buying one for me each day anyway. Jiayi gonna get me belated purse. Mum got me the Jasmine necklace (L) & bro sucks big time. Spent all his money on fredperry shoes and got me the lousy mini bag thing with NAIL CLIPPER AND TWEEZERS INSIDE. laoniang got 3 tweezers already he dont know meh ._. Nevertheless the present was really greaaaat. Not to mention that its the thoughts that count really! :D (L) Thankyooooooou!

cake from familyyyy. not as sweet as my caihong one but this one got candles so I can make wishes. LOL I VERY TRADITIONAL ONE CANNOT AH.

Watched Knight & Day with a whole bunch of people after school. Its like Killers, with a nicer plot and slightly more gross main characters. I wanna watch Eclipse so badly but everyone was against it ): Jiayi wanna watch Ip man & was quite pissed off that she didn't get to watch it too LOL. Slacked @ Nebo aftermath, it was boring max so I went off early.

Best part is that I didn't have enough hands to carry my stuffs home so Ivan helped me carry them all the way to my doorstep (he purposely one, want meet my mum onlyzxsx LOL). But it wasn't all that bad. He's the first guy who has the courage to meet my mum and I think my mum kinda likes him. (I think she wants the chocolates only but oh well~) HAHA WIN ALREADY LOR. My bro had to be all bitter and told me really sadly that I've beat him to the 'meet the parents' part & that he's twenty and hadn't bring anyone home WHAT THE HECK LOL. But I had to endure the endless naggings and questions until today ._.

As if my Sweet Sixteen wasn't already the best, I get to spend Saturday with Kinah & Jun @ Marina Barrage as belated celebration :D :D Double yaaays! Picnic - food was awesome, heart2heart talks & camwhore, the usuals.

kope my flower ring onlyyyyy LOL

the 'I'm sweating glitter because I'm wearing Chanel shades' pose. LOL. (and i look fat ): walao I wanna die right nao)

FAT RIGHT OMGZXSZXS.

Mad sunny! :O

CHEY CHEY KINAH LEARN MY POSE ALREADY HAHAHA.

jumpshot. epic fail LOL. 'eh when jump? err i think take already :o '

YAY I FINALLY JUMPED PROPERLY.

just kill me please. LOL.

Quite a feast yknow : Otah, fried rice, chicken nuggets, egg & cheese sandwiches, peanuts, fun bun, sushi & sweeets. Best picnic! Hehehe. Love them for preparing so much food toooo. (i only contributed the egg sandwich, me being a lazy ass who can only cook egg)

Went Ivan's house in the evening for my surprise. Look at the ballooooons omg :o There's sixteen of them! So sweet of him :D he got me *something else* (aiya I just dont want jiayi to know, to irritate her) & his mum whipped up a feast for me too, *touched*. Taste really awesomeeee. & she very kindly drove me home too :D (L)!

Change.

2010-07-01T06:08:00.000-07:00

Turning 16 in 3 hours. :/

When I think of you I don't feel so alone,

2010-06-24T06:11:00.000-07:00

Jiayi, Me, Yijun, Weilin, Pooven, Jie Kang, Kenneth, Zihang, Timothy, Zoey (+ Aleithia, Ivan & Kevin)

HI. I'VE BEEN A GOOD GIRL THIS HOLIDAYS, STAYING AT HOME & ALL SO I HAVE NO PHOTOS TO POST, THEREBY RESORTING TO STEALING PEOPLE'S PHOTOS ON FACEBOOK TO POST. All the photos are from Zoey's camera. These are from sentosa outing II last friday. All of us got nice tans after that daaaay! Though I was VERY grumpy in the morning, my mood got better instantly when I felt the scorching hot sun after the downpour & I'm glad I dragged my lazy ass all the way to sentosa afterall ^^

More photos from sports carnivalzxsx.

cliquecliqueclique (L)

I've a deadly confession to make. I'M HOOKED ON KOREAN IDOLS NOW THANKS TO MINGZHEN :O Currently I only like CN Blue (yonghwaaaaaa), SNSD & Ukiss (dongho&kevin!). I used to be extremely irritated by fan girls screaming that they're gonna marry Mr Korean so-and-so when the fact is that these people are never gonna knw you exist but then I now I really get it. Oh well I guess I'M NOT THAT CRAZY ABOUT THEM YET. I just like watching We Got Married heh heh. & I finished 4 novels in a month & I WATCHED TOY STORYYYY. BEST. Spent half of my hols in school, a quarter @ tuition, a quarter at my 2nd house ahem & the last quarter lazying around at home doing things that I realllyyyy like to do (read, watch shows, chat with family) SO I CAN SAY I HAD A FUFILLING HOLIDAY EVEN THOUGH I DIDNT SQUANDER AWAY ALL MY 'HARD SAVED' MONEY ON MATERIALISTIC STUFF LIKE HOW I USUALLY SPEND MY FREE TIME. YAY.

Take me,

2010-06-10T05:48:00.000-07:00

Hello. Oh damn I really hate starting the blog post because I'll have to think really really hard for a coolzxzsx new phrase because I really really hate starting all my posts with HELLO. Do you understand how it feels? :O My my, I've lost all creativity and I think its time I step down from blogosphere...JUST KIDDING HAHAHA. Oh whatever, see I cant even make good jokes now!

I have a really bad swollen left eye nao and I suspect somebody punched me in my sleep :o No fine I admit it: I've been using the same eyelash glue for 2 years even though I've already bought a new one. Like wth so embarrassing right. Kiam siak then kena swollen eye! Le sighs. It really hurts when I blink and touch it ): & now my Big-Small Uneven pair of eyes is even more conspicuos nao! ): My bro cannot stop laughing at me sia! emogirl_94 nao. Please please recover by saturday please please please. ): Oh and I fucking hate swollen eye! (damn shiok, ivan banned me from saying 'fuck's but he himself said it just now and claimed that can use it can be to describe something you really hate so imma use it when i have the chance to wahahahha)

Today is so unproductive thanks to Facebook and the silly "like the status and I will post something I like about you" thing that was going on in my school. LOL. At first it was kinda boring then it got super fun when people said back what they like about me hehehehez. Well, nobody will reject an ego boost right heh. (go like the status if you haven!) So I was posting nice stuffs about everyone the entire day and didn't get any work done ): Oh I've created formspring because I noticed many annoymous asking me questions so nao you can all ask anything you want at my formspring okay! I'll reply anyone as long as its not rude! :D

Alright I'll talk a bit about my life right now. I'm enjoying my holidays! I think I enjoy doing my hwk at home because I feel super good about myself after I finish a worksheet! Dont you just have to agree that the feeling of accomplishing something beats idling the day away? (though I just idled my day away today but I exercised today kay. that's an awesome thing though poor ivan suffered playing badminton with me hahahaha) I spent the first week of june hols having extra lessons in school & playing Uno/Stress, the hottest card game in 4/5 right nao LOL!! Then weekends was my breaaaktime I shopped! :D Got a tank & a pretty highwaist shorts. OH, I found this voluminizing hair treatment thing I read about in Seventeen Mag & guess what, its only 6plus bux after discount LOL. So I bought it, full of hope and dream that my hair will be as thick as Aleithia's soooon. & guess what I got cheated. I KNEW IT, NOTHING SO CHEAP IS EFFECTIVE LOR. I applied the treatment for the 4th day after and my hair is still the same! Its damn troublesome to do the treatment because you have to apply it right after shampooing and needs to rinse it off 10min later. So I bathed halfway put treatment and sit on my toilet bowl reading novel naked, damn freeezzzing and I feel so stupid everyday LOL. WORSE IS THAT THE SMELL IS DAMN STRONG. Its not pungent, quite sweet and fruity actually but its waaay too strong and I feel nauseated everytime I caught a whiff of my hair, which is frequent enough I tell you, since my hair is so long. (oh maybe it smelt so strong cause I applied too much? but the label told me to apply a generous amount! oh wth man)

Wokays so spent my awesome sunday with kinah @ town. Heart2Heart talk and all, miss her so muchhhhh sialzxs! Here are all the photos all edited and pretty, sorry for the delay! Had some seminar on tuesday @ raffles place & what a coincidence I spotted familiar faces! Miss my primary schoolmates maaax ): Gosh can't believe Im graduating from Anderson in months. Then I'll be really emo cause I have too many things to miss ):

THIS IS MY FAVOURITE KINAH SMILEEEE

the infamous jasmine loop sided smirk hehehe

fugly bunny teeth LOL.

this one supposed to act sexy ): why i so failurezxs one

seeeee toldcha my dimples totally show when Im smiling like a retard.

LOL DAMN STUPID STOP STARING. Kinah say minahs take photos like that so we immitate. she look like quite sexy, I DO LIKE I GOING KENA CHOKE ON FISHBALL.

(right now I'll have to think of a nice ending grrr) kkbye my eye hurts now ):

Take every moment,

2010-06-05T07:17:00.000-07:00

Hello welloooo. 4 hours of SS SA1 debrief almost drove me to tears on a saturday morning. Rushed like mad (anyhow jab eyeliner into my eye & shove lunch down my throat) & meet natasshaaaaa ^^. Flea @ scape building was disappointing. Okay it wasn't that bad but maybe its because I'm a little bored of fleas & the nice stuffs were market price. After much consideration we bought the same floral tank. (only to find out that I already have a nicer version of it when i reached home. & that i have a million grey tanks in various designs). Should have got the audrey hepburn tank argghh. Or the denim shirt. Or the slouchy shorts. Ah fickle fickle FML. No money FML.

My earpiece broke a few days ago & I was comtemplating on getting the cheapskate 5.90$ ones from cineleisure because they're really pretty. After trying on the sounds quality I change my mind big time please. Its like listening to echo wth. Then we walked to PS because I promised to blingblingzxszxs her phone for her months ago ^^ (camwhored otw its a nice photo day)

(yes laoniang only edited 4 photos in total because laoniang is lazy)

my ftw hairrrr ^^v

heehee cute ah (Y)

(yes you noticed, my new name is JasmineEatsHair.)

shut up, its a tube, not braaa.

natty why so angrrrry ))):

must do the act sweet smile like me HAHAHA.

SEE. SMILE NICELY SO CUTE HAHAHAH.

(Y)(Y)(Y)

Didn't bling her phone in the end because her cover cracked :o Another day okay ^^ I bought proper hotpink earpiece (sound quality awesomeshit. worth the price). Uh, only to remember that my (mum's-now-my-cuz-she-didnt-ask-for-it-back) mp3 is ORANGE. Nice colour coordination ._. Now I will have no choice but to turn my orange mp3 pink, which sucks because I've never liked pink but I 'accidentally' blingzed my phone leopard prings pink and now my mp3 and earpiece will be pink too FML LOLLLLL. PINK DOESNT SUIT ME ARGGHH I LIKE YELLOW IM A CHEERFUL KID NOT A FEMININE LADY ROAR.

SEE I HAVE DIMPLE NAO. steal from natty heehee. okay my face a bit f*** up.

i look ten. natassha is that whatcha thinkinggggg

Afterwards went to meet this silly boy who(se mum) made my sushi for dinner heehee ^^ We ate the sushi @ bottle tree park because I've been wanting to go there for a really long time. THEN I FOUND OUT THAT SOME SHITHEADS SPOILT MY SWING SO I NO SWING. )))): angrykid_0207! But its kind of nice watching the sky turn dark & its quite relaxing there actually. So we just slacked there & I was very quiet because I'm super tired already :o (sorryyy & thankyou okaaaay your sushi very niceeeeeee^^ my silent appreciation is golddddd)

My aixin sushi. HAHAHA. Felt his mum's love ^^

In your eyes I'd like to stay,

2010-05-29T05:19:00.000-07:00

I love 4/5. I love 4/5's awesome class tee (designed by yours truly HAHAHA)

sentosa 22ndjune

randomly found this in alica's photo album on facebook. pretty cool ^^ (no I didnt have a linear bald patch, they're supposed to be cornrows)

Have very little photos to post because I'm too lazy to bring my camera out these days. Feels like being Miss Secretive here & shall not blog about what's up with life lately.

Eenie Meenie Manie Mor,

2010-05-16T05:56:00.000-07:00

Hello I'm back from my 2-day trip to the east...

HAHA no not really, just that I've travelled from north to east twice during the weekends & I've concluded that I wanna live in those pretty semi detached houses at the east when I grow up because people from the east are generally happier! You see, east is the prettiest part of singapore (exclude town) because there are many trees and old buildings, a large part of it is very peaceful (or rather ulu but yeah), there are many nice places (a lot of malls concentrated @ tampines & beaches like ECP & Pasir Ris Park), my kids can go to VJC & the air is also the freshest because its the furthest away from Jurong Industrial Park! I WANNA LIVE THERE NAO.

Went T1 & Tampines Mall with Yiyizs & Zooo on Saturday. Okay shut up I know already, don't wear outlandish leggings and my usual bulk of accesories to a 'neighbourhood mall' because I guess I've attracted lots of stares and its kind of annoying because you can dress the same way @ town and nobody bats an eye. (but I guess if im in my fbts @ northpoint & I see someone dressed to the nines I would have stared & sniggered too heeheez) Our shopping treepz like major failure onezxs nothing caught my eyes :o I desperately need new school shoes (again, my mum say I must have a really weird way of walking such that my school shoes spoil super fast :o imma have reincarnated from a penguin or something) I basically have all kinds of clothes so I should probably get some basics soon.

Anyway we only got friendship bands & earrings. Woohoo I almost got rings again, I love rings. I wanna wear a ring on every finger heeheez. & an eyebrow shaper! Walao saved my life big time (I think I'm a lil bit obsessed with hair removal) no need to pluck one by one. & food(!) See peekchas.

Then I went to meet Junny & Kinz @ town to celebrate kinzy's SEVENTEEN BIRTHDAY in advanced. Wanted to dine @ pastamania buddden we caught sight of this western stall like @ the foodcourt directly beside pastamania & we 'discreetly' slipped out & went to the food court instead HAHAHA. LOSER 101. Ate really a lot manzsx D: Fats overload but I dont care anymore!

Did the usual tradition of eating the same cake beside the sg river! Like cool only ^^ Yujun bought this ceramic thing, can use it to blow birthday song like magic only. Then she wanna kill us all by walking a million miles to get to this bridge & mission abandoned, we went to get 100plus & slack somewhere instead LOL.

I LOOK DRUNK LOL. WHY MY CHEEKS SO RED ONE. fyou stop staring at my pimple.

kinah give me your eyelashes for my sixteen birthday please HAHAHA

heeheez gonna give you the same one every year till youre 60 or smth.

Went ECP with Ivan today! :D It's the first non-studying Jasmine Day we ever had. (had "Jasmine Day" every saturday with him for more than a month to mug for exams HAHAHA, now can celebrate!) Yeah I dragged him all the way there to accompany me fly kite LOL. We bought an ugly & fierce looking tiger kite because its the prettiest one there. (when i reached home my mum told me that while I was out she had a dream of a tiger bitting off my entire head during her nap :o the coincidence is freaky LOL) Picnic @ ECP after we've finally reached there (after getting lost once i swear not my fault LOL). Eggs & sushi! Then like no wind a bit disappointed, wanna go off already suddenly got a strong gust of wind sia! Then it was so successful that the kite just flew straight into the sky when I unwind the string to the max. Like no challenge ar, at least make me run a bit to make the kite fly then got more satisfaction whaaat. LOL. Like boring ar, just hold the string, nothing to do so we went off after like 10min LOL.

Then we cabbed to ICE CREAM CHEF :D Woohoo I swear its the best ice cream place! We got Oreos Cookies N Cream with Kinder Bueno Mix-Ins aren't you salivating yet? Heh delicious maaax. After that we just hopped on to a bus on impulse & alighted (on impulse too) at Dakota MRT station. Like wth scary; I always had nightmares of myself stuck at some unknown mrt station since young :o All the stations of the circle line sounds damn horrible (like Tai Seng sounds like some baby milk powder or smth & dakota sounds like a dinosaurrr or a volcano in Indonesia & promenade sounds like a fruit) Anyway we decided to take train to bishan & since there's nothing to do there we went in to watch 1610 The Last Song @ 1640 LOL. OKAY I WILL STOP WATCHING MILEY CYRUS MOVIE. Walao i cannot grow up onezsx LOL. But it was quite nice leh. Can't believe we did so many things in one day when we spent half the time stranded LOL. (xiexie Ivan for supporting my retarded ideas HAHAHA) Yay nice weekends I had :D

Dont let me fall,

2010-05-13T04:01:00.000-07:00

Hello I'm tired but I feel like updating my blog, now that I've changed my skin h3h3. Pretty basic and uncreative ar, till I thought of something better ^^ Please leave a tag!

I can't believe I went to school today T.T Had some stupid chinese medicine talk in the school hall whereby half the time I was making big plans with Jiayi (where to go, what to buy - when I have nothing left to make purchase with HAHA) I had the choke of my life when I ate a chilli padi in my tomyam noodles during recess. I had to run to run across the canteen to get to the washroom with flaming red cheeks, tears streaming down my face & a hand over my mouth (in case i puke). HAHA, I bet I looked like I kena dump while eating tomyam or something. Walao such evil thing in my tomyam, I shall stop being such a pig and actually look at what I'm eating h3h3.

The career guidance workshop was awesome :D We wrote our name on a piece of paper and pass the papers around so our classmates can write down the most suitable careers for us and the reasons being. I got cool stuffs like stylist, make up artist, designer & media industry, WOOHOO I LIKE! :D But there are retarded ones like bimbo FISHBALL & BATMAN. LOL. The bimbo one is like, aiya stilll acceptable la since many people wrote mean, funny & sarcastic stuffs for others. (someone asked this guy to be a MANNEQUIN cause he look like stone, fucking funny I cannot stop laughing for 10min straight! Other evil stuffs include house husband, jikopeh etc & I also wrote a few lame stuffs for others h3h3h3) I think the fishball one is evil and the batman one is pure ridiculous la LOL. Then the nex activity, we pasted a piece of paper on our backs and go around asking people to write descriptive words/ personailty traits for us. I think I wanna go laminate my paper already, so touched ah I get bubbly, approachable, friendly, cute, helpful, cheerful, good to get along with etc. (like one bhb ar, tell the world, h3h3h3 no la i very shy onezxs) But there're a couple of "messy", "untidy" & "must improve handwriting" HAHAHA so paiseh please :x (which reminds me, I haven't pack my room zzZ) Heh (I shall stop my annoying h3h3h3 nao I know you pissed off already), made my day ^^

Then we had movie screening after school! Something about terrorism in spain wah damn nice (Y) Feel like skipping school tmr but need to step down from atc officially after school :o I've bought many materials to make cards and gifts for everyone but I don't think I'm going to do it afterall since I don't have the name list & it would be super biased if I only make for some people so I shall scrap the idea ): Sighs ):

He ate my heart,

2010-05-12T05:49:00.000-07:00

HELLO IM BACK! For a moment I thought of leaving the blogosphere for good since my life is so sickening mundane but then again, I've been blogging since primary 4 (with like 2 readers a day), so I guess its quite difficult to kick the habit nao :o If only I'm some famous blogger who get sponsors and stuff (aka PAID TO BLOG) then I promise I'll be super motivated to blog everyday HAHAHA. Like dream only ah x.x

After a month of studying & a couple of weeks of exams I can finally releccks a while ^^ (but then again, I've promised myself to pack my room once exams is over, especially sort out my 8 subjects worth of loose worksheets and notes. HAVE YOU EVER SINCE MY PIGEON HOLE/ROOM? Fuck, can topple and kill a human being can. I need help x.x Who wants to volunteer to pack my stuffs with me, heeheezxss) I have books to read and movies to watch nao ^^ Woohooo freedom! (temporary, I'm giving myself 1 week) And the best thing that has ever happened to me this year, is that..I'M TANNED AGAIN. (though not as tanned as before but no longer looking like some sick girl) & my face is super red nao :o

Okay imma go work on my new skin nao because (a month ago) I've promised the firefox users that I'll change my skin so they can view my posts :O

I love ATC!

2010-04-16T08:24:00.000-07:00

OKAY I KNOW IM SUPPOSED TO BE ON HIATUS & STUDYING LIKE MAD RIGHT NOW BUT TODAY IS MY LAST DAY IN THE BLACKBOX SO I HAVE TO BE EMO FOR A WHILE.

I can't believe I'm feeling so shitty after I've stepped down. Since I've entered ATC, I've been feeling super depressed when I watch my seniors step down. & the ironic part is, I'm not feeling sad because they're leaving but because I want to be the one stepping down. Yes you're right, I used to abhor going to CCA because I dont fancy acting (I'm kind of shy actually, not the show offy kind. I'm serious, stop laughing). But ATC proved to be much more than that & gradually I've grew to love ATC so much that I started being emo about stepping down a week ago. I love doing make up and costumes although I'm not very good at it. (I was like, oh shit the person looks like he/she doesnt like what i've done shit shit shit how how.) But still, I love my job even though its crappy and unprofessional HAHA ^^

So this is my last production (speech day 2010! it was worth missing the entire speech day altogether because i was cleaning up at the blackbox) & I'll miss everyone sooooo badly I swear. ): All the juniors were damn awesome and I'm so used to having the peers around ( 3 years!). Really, you guys are what make me change my attitude towards ATC. *inserts megalove* Sorry for being super bitchy when I'm doing make up (like going EXCUSE ME PLEASE in a super sarcastic tone & rolling my eyes because I just wanna get things done quickly & I'm very irritable and have no patience.) & for putting the wrong stuffs on your face LOL (making your face look 5 shades lighter/darker etc). I dont mean it, hope you guys understand. So now I'm going to leave and enters studyland & soon some scary place with all the big big people (how i wish i can stay here forever! sighs why do i always start cherishing things when they're slipping away). Must have many atc outings okay! I LOVE ATC! DONT FORGET ME HEH. *inserts kisses* ADD MY MSN jasmineang_9@hotmail.com !

Bye bye ): *sniffs*

THIS IS THE BEST PRODUCTION TEAM IN THE WORRRRLD!

that's all, didnt take many photos. will take really a lot during the official step down! ^^

Lets cheer for the downfall of me & you,

2010-04-10T22:15:00.000-07:00

Came to say that i'll be on hiatus for quite sometime, probably through speech day preparation, ca2 and sa1. Will still check my tagboard often to reply tags & I'll continue to update my twitter because twitter's like, the only number I text to these days. Kay bye for now, I'm off to studyland! ^^

april19 in 8 days.

overdue peektures.

Who says its silent when the heart breaks?

2010-04-03T06:18:00.000-07:00

Not in the best of mood lately ): The downpour today just had to make things worse.

You know, I've grew to despise certain groups of people. Those who self-mutilate, those who live in their own world & those who wouldn't shut up & stop feeling sorry for themselves. I can't comprehend why they choose to be like that, when they can at least attempt to be normal. But you know, some people hate certain people because they see negative traits of themselves in them? Those traits that were so glaring and disgusting, when you look at it from the 3rd person point of view. It's like looking into the mirror, you don't like the zit on your face. So you avoid the mirror and pretend the zit isn't there because you can't see it, ultimately missing the fact that every single people can still see it's there.

What if I'm turning into what I hate? What if in the first place, I hate those traits because I already have them, because I'm most afraid of facing them? What if while I was grieving for losing him, I've already lost myself? They say time can heal everything. It's bullshit because through time, my impression of happiness becomes fainter and fainter. Now happiness is just a vague memory. I don't know how long this is going to last, how long it takes before I no longer remember how its like to be happy.

This is my gaga phone just to cheer myself up. Yupp I did it myself last weekends.

Flea with Kinah today again. One of the worse fleas I've ever been to. Maybe its just the rain getting to me. I've never been a fan of rain. Oh well at least I found pretty rings & I bought a couple. Very into rings lately heehee ^^ Went home early because of many factors. Don't get me started on another..you know.

Dangerous & Sweet,

2010-03-27T08:29:00.000-07:00

Hello Wello ^^ Have to type this whole chunk of stuff while waiting for the photos to be uploaded into my photobucket account. Yawns I probably won't be able to post the photos tonight since its loading at a rate of say, 5min per photo x.x My first school week was okaaay I guess. Gonna be lonelygal_94@Usux.com in class next week since Mingzhen went to Italy )))):

Went for principal talk in school today. It was so boring that me and Jiayi entertained ourselves by saying Indian names as fast as possible out loud (& laughing like crazy) when the top scorers names were on the screen LOL. Oh and she's aiming NJC & I'm aiming VJC (she have no idea where NJC is and how the uniform looks like but she choose it because it 'sounds cool'. Same goes for me muahahaha.) Have decided that if I can't qualify for top 5JCs, imma just go poly. ^^ Was very upset to miss my tuition LOL because the talk didn't end on time ):

Went home changed and met Natassha, Kinah & Renee for flea @ youth park! Impulse buys, cash flow out like nobody's business. The atmosphere will make you buy everything even though it's not cheap gosshh. So I bought 3 tops, all costing over 10bux, sheetz. Gonna save up for next flea, my poor stomach. Well, I need the retail theraphy badllly! (it's cheaper than a psychiatrist at least *giggles*. Mum keeps asking me to stop studying & go destress anyway heeezsx) Bought this set of 10 bright coloured elastic bands for fucking 3bux (!!!) @ F21 & split with Nat :D When I got home, bro wanna snatch my new shirt (its guy cut anyway). Okay i must admit it looks better on him but its MY shirt & I really want an oversized checkered shirt & I bargained like mad for it lor.

After bargain hunting, we slacked at macs outside Heeren. (need the rest badly before my feet get deformed) Nat bought a TRIPOD LOLLL, like a cool no? So we plugged it into my cam & camwhored to keelz time ^^ Kinah's bf & friends & Nat's bf came too. After hours I couldn't stand the hungerrr and bought food. Trekked to Plaza Sing aftermath to get decor for my new phone (yessss my best daddy found me the last white e71 in singapore & I've joined the qwerty family! Awesome or what?!). Was internally debating whether to get the very over-the-top twit jewels (which is very common) or something else. I chose the latter in the end & imma go decorate it tomorrow! Omg so eggcited nao, wait for the photos ^^ Hope it turns out nice heeheezxszx. Spent 50 over bux in one day, somebody keelz me. Nvm at least I'm happy for a daaay, who say money cannot buy happiness?!

Yawns the photos ain't ready yet. Post them tomorrow (: & I'm hungrreeey now, 12am already ): Gonna steal bread in kitchen bai ^^

I crash black N blue,

2010-03-20T22:48:00.000-07:00

Deejavu,

2010-03-15T01:07:00.000-07:00

AIN'T MY RINGS PRETTY?!?!?!?! Go marvel at my 3 awesome babies! heh heh ^^ Heezsx I'm so mad in luv with them I wore all 3 out yesterday! (No I'm kidding, they were for camwhoring only hehzxs) I'm selling the bow one ^^ Available in black, white & pale pink for 6 bux. Oh I'm selling the diamond necklace too, in any colours for 6.50bux. Drop a tag if you're interested. :D

Went IT fair with Jiayi & Shaun yesterday! So fucking crowded you drop a bomb & half the Singpopore's population perish pleasezxsz. Jiayi bought a pretty floral iphone cover & I popped out of nowhere to deliver the usual goodie bag hoho (Y) I kept saying I want to see phones but I can't be bothered to squeeze through the crowd x.x Wanted to watch Alice in the Wonderland but the timing isn't good ): Shall another day, zomg I want to watch it badly T.T Chill @ my favourite waffles place. Photos to be uploaded next time ^^ Didn't really like the food there but the ambience is (Y).Went arcade & attempted to grab stuffed toys. As usual I didn't succeed ): Felt like kicking the machine when the toy slipped off the metal grip, arghzxs. THEN WE TOOK NEOPRINTS :DDD Neoprints are so much fun I want to take them everyday!

Then something fucking funny happened when we were walking towards MRT. I randomly commented that the trolleys holding the huge electronic appliances from the IT fair were definitely provided. Both of them strongly disagree siazxs. So bet with Shaun 2 bux to ask a passerby. I tried to ask this cheena lady but she didn't understand 'trolley' and 'provided' LOL. Shaun asked this angry looking old man & I WON THE BET HAHAHA. Noob please who will bring trolley go IT fair, think go ba sa mai cai is it HAHAHAH. Super fun I like (Y)

Heeheezxzs okay imma go pig on some chocolate swiss roll then I go tuition liaozxs. Stroll back up to stare at my gorgeous rings okay! ^^

If we ever meet again,

2010-03-13T06:24:00.000-08:00

HELLO ^^ Felt the sudden urge to blog after doing a teeny weeny bit of maths e-learning, hehzxsz. SEC 4 SABATICAL TOTALLY SUCKS PLEASE. I hate e-learning, see what people do when they on the computer and attempt to visting the school's portal to complete their work? They end up in facebook/tumblr/blogger. I've went to the first 2 already so here I am ^^ Pfftt so unproductive, although doing homework definitely beats having lessons. At least print out our stuffs for us x.x

Went back to school for the first day of sabatical for remedial x.x It wasn't that bad actually. I completed an entire amaths paper in between remedials. Aftermath I accompanied MZ to plaza sing to return her tv cable. We've concluded that we should not go out together alone anymore because we've no sense of direction at all. HAHA. Have to walk a big round whenever we want to get somewhere x.x Went mad over the products @ sanrio shop omgzxzsx. I love sanrio and I'll never get tired of them no matter how old I grow hehzxsx. Btw I like melody & cinamoroll more than hello kitty okay. (hello kitty is some dumb shit with no mouth wtf. that's fucking sad if you've no mouth) Apart from having no sense of direction, we also have no money, LOL. Craft shops = mad joy :D We spent like half an hour in there and bought stuffs worth $2.50 each. LOL.But we're very delighted and I guess that's enough HAHA. I wanna go back there and buy like crazzzy ^^ Then we looked at more kiddy stuffs & window shopped cotton on before going home with an empty stomach (we have no money). HAHA.

The 2nd day of sabatical I went to school again x.x Enjoyed 2 hours of diferentiation omgzxs, such a cool topic I like (Y) Million times more fun that statistics ^ probability pleasezxs. Ate happy meal aftermath! Like wtf so excited to eat mac breakfast but was too late (again!). I've never bought happy meal before so I tried. Everything so cutezxs only smallsmall onezxsx. But it was just enough for me HAHA. The toy sucks )< Some thing which you spinspinzxs then can propell forward underwater. So bolingzxz one I gave my bro to play when he goes tanning in case he bored but he asked me to go awayzsxzx ): After that Zoey wanted to go make POSB account then we very excited want to make also but need ic so me and Aleithia cannot. (btw I was fucking stupid, I thought I didn't have my ic with me but in the bus home I found it in my wallet zzZ) So we went to a thrift store instead and spent half an hour digging at the old stuffs (I had a sneezing fit aftermath). Didn't find anything we like though. The stuffs there are really dammmn vintagey like, the people who wore them are probably in their sixties nao x.x

I slept thorough friday and today I went out with my mum to make posb account today. But it closes at 1pm and we reached there at 1.07pm _|_ Damn sadzxszxs pleasezxszx I want my card asap, don't wanna pay with crumpled notes anymore imma big girl nao )< But I got my stationeries @ popular (finally have new pens for my mindmaps! & pretty foolscap pads happyzxzxs :D) & mum bought me 2 drapey cardigans. I wanna sell my blazer nao, anybody interested? Worn twice, going for 15bux onlyyy.

(I'm running on 'after-doing-maths' high so I probably sounded insane, don't mind me HAHAHA)
& SEE MY HAIR SO FUCKING LONG IN THE PHOTO WHY I WENT TO CUTTTTTTTT ):

Something about you,

2010-03-05T05:39:00.000-08:00

HI. I have so much to post and I wanted to use the comp at 10pm because I need to study first (diamonds must know how to priortise) but my mum put my dinner in front of the comp so here I am. (I've finished dinner but I still can't get off the comp LOL) Sighs, you see the adverse effects of having a doting mum? You become spoilt and cannot exercise self-discipline. (then everything goes haywired)

Sleepover @ Zoey's house last night ^^ Went to woodlands mart after she fetched me frm the bus stop, I've always love places like that, no idea why. Then Zoey had to do homework so I hogged her comp for hours, msn and facebook x.x Something very very unexpected happened. Got me feeling like ^&#%$#. I've never thought he would talk to me again, after 4 months. He doesn't know that a simple casual convo can affect me so much because come on, it's so obvious that he's the only thing on my mind and that even after all these, if he were to come back, I'll defintely be with him. Because all this time, isn't that what I'm doing subconsciously? Waiting? All these stupid stunts to mask the pain, hurting myself more than anyone else, I'm tired. I'll stop this and be truthful to myself. I'm not going anywhere. I'll be right here, where I want to be. Well at least we're friends now and I guess I'm ready to be friends finallyyyy. Anything else is unlikely I know.

Okay back to Zoey's house, Jiayi came shortly and we played Old Maid LOL. I don't know why I was fucking entertained. The part when we sneaked into the kitchen for food was funny too. Me and Jiayi were horrified when we see Zoey eating a cold piece of ham straight from the fridge because we both believe in boiling the ham first. Aiya but ended up we hate the cold ham too because there weren't much of a choice LOL. Me and Zoey were quite awake so we forced Jiayi the sleepyhead to play scrabble together. Well it was indeed fucking boring but I'm still wide awake and throughout the whole night when they were both sleeping like dead logs I was tossing and turning in pain. Not heartache but cramps okay. Wtf I was so scared that I stain her garfield/blanket/mattress and I was having a bad blocked nose because I don't usually sleep in air-con room. Then there's disturbing thoughts from the conversation that kept running through my mind x.x Yes I'm the kind of losers who can only sleep in my own bed HAHAHA.

Needless to say I was fucking dead in the morning without catching a wink. Her dad drove us to xcountry @ Sengkang Riverside Park. Planned to jog but the group of us walked instead because Zoey wasn't feeling well and me and mz having bad cramps. Bloody 3.75km zomg. Planned to have mac breakfast with Zoey, cravingzszxs but it was too late. Had mango fish wrap @ LJS compasspoint instead (need for fast food dont know why, heh). Didn't eat that since sec2!!! Damn good I swear :D Walked around and I bought something cool from Kiddy Palace muahaha dont underestimate me, gonna put up some creations for sales soon ^^ So eggcited.

Lost in your eyes,

2010-03-02T03:23:00.000-08:00

Hi ^^ I know can easily pass for 13/14 without dressing up! (& I know look really hideous too LOL) (look at the horrible background with my tanning oil and stuffed toys) Life is much better without tests. 2nd extra lesson was actually cancelled today! Went hub with MingZhen & Zoey instead. We felt so uneasy walking aimlessly around malls after school, like it so wrong (we should be rushing home to study). It's the first time I actually have the time to slack. Thinking back in my lower sec days, I would be at amk hub or J8 or northpoint everyday after school to chill. Sighs, the good'ol times. HAHA. Nah I was shallow & stupid in lower sec, sec3 was the happiest time of my life, I'll relive it from beginning to the end, break up inclusive, if I can just spend those 6 months with him again... HAHA & clique wasn't so busy studying, Jiayi wasn't attach, Kinah wasn't attach...sighs I had it all ): Not that I'm not happy for them though ^^ noooo I feel empty naoooo ):

Haha I'm fine okay, please don't tag me to cheer up or something, I don't like it. (but do tag though, feels like no one is reading my blog anymore x.x) SO, me & mz went northpoint after hub. Spent such a long time in kiddy palace & I've never felt so happy for so long okay! There's this awesome toy that can make sushi!!! The mini tv demo made everything looks so easy and adorable, awww ^^ (yupp we just stood there watching the stupid demos for quite long HAHA) & I FOUND DORA BAG. Mad cute okaaay!!!! Gosh ^^ & I can fit into the kids shoes there HAHAHA. Quite nice okay, so colourful :D Oh we went minitoon -> mz got a present for her bf. I FOUND WHITE CARE BEAR KEYCHAIN. Fucking awesome like angel!! (if you don't know, I've always hated care bear like mad. I think they look evil BUT the white one is sooo adorable I swear. In love. HAHAH) Heh but I only bought colourful earsticks for my nose. Been sticking with transparent or black so I'm very excited to wear a purple one now HAHA. I'm such a loser.

AND I PASSED MY CHEM!!!! JOY JOY JOY. I got 26/40 & 61/100 for overall. Might not be very fantastic for you but I usually get Cs so I'm happy enough. & I got 25/35 for phys. My sciences are improving due to my hardwork, no combined sciences for me!!! ^^ I hope I'm not a diamond anymore! So annoying to be treated like idiots who will pull down the school's msg & persuaded to drop subjects.

Okay browse the photos, I'm gonna read a lil & sleep early tonight ^^ I'll study tomorrow. School's starting on differentiation already :O

i love these photos ^^

Zoey will be so happy if I mention that she did my french braid here. HAHAHA. She's damn pro I swear. After 3 hours of jumping around (you can call it "hip hop dancing" if you're nice but I know we're tragic. HAHA) @ drama yesterday, the braid was still tight and neat! Always wanted to learn french braiding but...don't have the patience. heh.

my bro love to fold my dora blankie into a round shape showing dora's face. (yes he's quite a bored guy. i saw that on my bed when i reached home yesterday. he even put my favourite scarlet rose on her head HAHAHA) DORAAAAAA!!!

THIS IS THE SUPER AWESOME DEMO TV!!! CAPTIVATING AHAHHAHA.

I WANT ALL THESE TOY MACHINES!!! CAN BE USED TO MAKE REAL FOOD!!!

THAT'S THE BARNEY BAG & DORA BAG I WAS TWEETING ABOUT. cute right cute right look at doraaaaaaa!!! Dora is aDORAable. heh now I'm fucking lame.

Bye bye ^^

You think its over but it has just begun,

2010-02-26T21:10:00.000-08:00

Tests are over, school out's early & we embarked on our mini adventure @ Chinatown because I wanted to find this street around Ann Siang Hill. Always hated Chinatown since we went there last year and there's creeps everywhere but this trip changed my mind! So many cheap & pretty stuffs like fans and scarves @ the heritage street and Ann Siang is super pretttty~ But we were too tired but the time we reached so we didn't take much photos, which completely missed the point since the main reason why I wanna go there is to take photos LOL. Shophouses there have really pretty decor but the pricings are way over the top :( Don't ask how we passed by Raffles place & ended up at Singapore River, imagine how much we walked. (i have 4 huge blisters on my feet naooo) Marina Sq for food. Heart to heart talk over tahu goreng & nasi lemak @ my favourite spot overlooking the river. Felt much better nao, regarding issues of the heart. & I bought this set of necklace & chandelier earrings! First time I'm buying accessories in set because I'm usually very against buying accessories generally (I can make almost everything whaaat HAHA). Well I bought it because it's cheap and I don't have stuffs like that. ^^

Supposed to be at Parkway with babes today but I woke up with spasm on my thighs. Always happened when i walked too much. So decided to stay home and rest. I want to visit Parkway so badly ): If I go out less often, I might be able to save up for a new phone! I wanted nokia e71/72 in white but its not available & the other colours are ugly. (to me) So I'm considering blackberry or Iphone. Heh, which is better? I guess that means I'll have to save a lot more then ): Once I want something, I won't settle for less. Applies to all aspects.

It's not enough,

2010-02-19T05:38:00.000-08:00

Hello there, these are all the photos taken @ Zoey's house on Chu San (3rd day of CNY). It was quite fuuuun -> steamboat, gambling, steamboat soup (Y), phone call ^^, more gambling, more steamboat, take photos :D I won a loooot when Kevin was the dealer then lost everything when Ivan becomes the dealer wtf. Lost mooore during the 2nd round. I think I owed Ivan & Calvin a couple of dollars here and there :S Roar. Oh but the steamboat soup in the afternoon was dammmnn good, heh! Didn't eat much because I only like the fish & crab meat. (eg i hate fishballs meatballs and any form of balls) Then we had to bring oranges home and I purposely left mine's with Ivan when I alight the bus and he ditched me for that wtf ):

Then I was so tired the next day that I slept everywhere in school. Caught Valentines' Day with my eyecandy yesterday :D The movie was kinda confusing -> too much casts but still (Y) overall. I'm glad I caught it. I want to watch Remember Me & the romeo and juliet thingy coming out. OH. I wanna borrow My Sister's Keeper's vcd and watch with al tooo :D Yay I'm a movie junkie now. & I'm on my 3rd Jodi Picoult book. Zeon converted me from a bimbo to a deep thinker (more like a sadist but nvm) already, muahahaha. Didn't went to school today.

Okay I've must sumed up my very boring life. I have nothing to say actually -> writer's block. But because I always seem to have more photos than words, I have to force myself to type. & anyway its unfair to say that because all my photos are huge and my font size is very small!

Next week tests -> Plane geometry (fucking die alreadyzxxs fail), Statistics (i still haven't figure out whether you should include units in standard deviation, interquartile range, median etc, can somebody please tell me?), geog (so much so memorise omg) & CHEMISTRY -> can never pass. I'm gna go for Diamonds' Camp for sure ):

Happy birthday Kevin! laoniang bought him that okay. & it's damn niceeee ^^ Ivan stop being jealous, I'll get you one for yours!

(drools all over keyboard)
Mingzhen the steamboat queen who never gets fat. HAHA. (Y)

OMG MY ARM IS FUCKING FAT. SAW THAT? STOP TELLING ME I'M NOT FAT.

Jiayi my lost love ): le sighs

now everyone knows I'm retarded.

Jiayi why you tip toe omgggg. I not short enough is itzxzsxzxz.

I'm fucking fat like snowman.

See why we both hate our heights? HAHAHA.

gladwin you dont like me is it!

daiqianzxzxs. my bro say she very pretty heh heh.

Yay that's all ^^

last photo**************
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geograhpy mindmaps. muahahahahha now all of you kneel down!

Te echo de menos,

2010-02-14T04:21:00.000-08:00

HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY & CHINESE NEW YEAR ^^

Sorry to kill your eyes with the gigantic photo on a happy occassion HAHAHA. I've nothing to blog about, just lots of photos with my family ^^ CNY was as per normal, the same routine like every other year. Temple in the morning -> mama's side grannies in the noon -> father's side family gathering @ first aunt's house. I was wearing my new heels okay. I'mma hardcore anti-heels because of the blisters and the imbalance but since I'm short..better train young right ): Since I'm not gonna grow any taller, LE SIGHS.

So at my aunt's house..I was damn sad when my half-german nephew didn't come ): He's freaking cute and I wanted to take photos with him ): & my another super cute half-indian nephew didnt turn up too wtf. Oh did I mention that my family's tradition is that all the females in my generation have spouses of another race? That's why all my nephews damnnn handsome. (they're all toodlers by the way okay). Heh apparently I've got a thing for mixed race guys ^^ So everyone's guessing which country mine will be from since I'm like..the last single female in my generation. HAHAHA. I'M NOT IMPLYING ANYTHING OKAY.

Yeah as I mentioned most of my relatives are overseas so you wouldn't believe how impossibly little angbaos I got can wtf. I think they amount to less than 100. ): & I won a little during gambling though. Heh. My youngest cousin's being annoying again. He's bloody 24 but he doesn't talk to me and instead, talk to other people about me in front of me. Last year he asked my mum if my leg's injured while I'm right there and this year, he asked my brother what's my english name while I'm actually sitting closer to him WTF. So I answered. THEN HE IGNORED ME, and proceeded to ask my brother what's my chinese name WTF DAMN WEIRD. & my another cousin says I look like arabian princess today. HAHAHAHA. FUNNY THING IS AREN'T ARABIAN ALL COVERED FROM HEAD TO TOES, WITH ONLY THEIR EYES SHOWING?!

Heh nvm, going visiting on 3rd day of CNY @ ZOEY'S HOOOUSE ^^ I'm free tomorrow though..hmm thinking of staying at home to do my hwk. Fucking a lot you knoooow ): Hmmm...

this is my pretty mommy ^^ See I taught her how to sew sequins on her shirt, heh.

So apparently my mum's a camwhore too. HEH. thats why I'm like that.

my parents ^^

MY NEW BOYFRIEEEEEEEEND HOT OR NOT?!

HAHA RIGHT. It's my brother. 20, single & available ^^

if you notice, it's the first time i wear big dangling earrings in my whole life. HAHA. Dont suit me right.

dont mess with gangsta sis.

beggarrrrr.